I loved
you.
i really did, or at least i
almost did. but now, i just can't be with you. you didn't
do anything wrong. it's not you, it's me. and im not just
saying that. for a brief moment in time, we had something. and i
know you love me. you might still, even though i told you there
wasn't going to be anything happening. im sorry that i made
you maf. im sorry that i broke your heart. im sorry i dated
you when i loved him, and im sorry that i still love him. i wish
i could love you. your so sweet and nice and you do so much. your
perfect. you play sports, you sing, you want to be with me more
than anything. but im sorry, because he is to me what i am to
you. so please don't hate me. please remember me when your in
my situation, if you ever are. you have tons of love to give. but
this isn't the time for us. maybe someday it wil be. but for
now, just know eric i truly loved you at some point.
but i think i loved the idea of you. of having someone who
loves me after i had gotten my heart broken. so goodbye, since i
bet you're never talking to me again. but honestly,
i don't blame you, i wouldn't talk to me
either.