I hope he
likes me.
He probably doesn’t I
need to stop getting my hopes up.
I need to stop
wishing for things that will never happen
I need to realize
that he is just a flirt
just like every other guy
on the face of the earth.
But I can’t seem to
get that through my head.
My thick skull. I am so
naive and immature.
But when I’m around
him my heart stops my stomach flutters.
I forget
everything.
Like that day at
lunch when he told me to sit with him.
I almost
fainted.
Im never like this.
Im always so..
I don’t know I always
bottle my feelings up
Never tell
anyone
That’s just how I
seem to deal with these things
From now on I will be calm,
collected.
I will be strong on the
outside while on the inside.
Well that’s a whole
different story…
all mine
:D