So.I.Haven't.Been.On.Witty.In.
Quite Some Time Now,
&+After Reading My Old Quotesxx
About The Boy I Used To Love.
The Boy Who Told Me He'd Love Me Back
If It Wasn't For Her.
Well Now There Is No More Her.
&+I still mean nothing.
Thanks for leading me on & breaking my heart.
&Thank you old quotes, now that i've read all
the sweet things he did..
I Love Him
Now More Than I Ever Did.xx
bestfriend
flickering flames frame the photo
where did you go?
where is the bestfriend ive always known?
promises of forever and always
fall like hot tears of agony from my eyes
and touch my heart, just like you did.
i smile at the irony of forever
but inside i die.
i never knew who i was, i thought you did.
but now i see, bestfriends?
are not all they're supposed to be.
not pretty but this is my raw poetry. no jocking please!
comments/critique/compliments please!:]
Words unsaid
i stare out the window of the prison.
my sentence? unknown.
my crime? uncommited
the warden comes in blinded by a haze of white fury
the other conspirators escape with a warning
but ill be here for days, weeks, months.
i lose count after a while.
silently i cry
his side is always taken
im here dad!
cant you see me?
my side is available, my heart is open.
nevertheless, my heart is broken.
do you punish the ones you love?
do you reprimand them into proper behavior?
or is it just because you like him better?
unwanted, just a waste of time.
words run through my head.
did he really want me dead?
because here i am,
drowning in a river or words unsaid
this is my poetry. all mine. raw& from my heart. no jocking.
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Searching
Frail fingers reach out for a hand
searching for support,
searching for a friend.
food is my enemy,
it makes me swell
makes my life a living hell.
so i purge it out of my system
and out of my head
my flimsy body falling, nearly dead.
hunger gnaws away at me
and no one sees.
a secret showdown with the mirror
because i hate what i see
how did i let this happen to me?
falling, falling, searching for a hand
hitting the ground, helpless
god my only friend.
and sometimes even he cant help me
i cant find myself
lost in a maze of self doubt
how willl i possibly ever come out?
*not preettyy. but its all mine, &this is more than a quote.
its my poetry. dont jock. comments/critique/compliments aree
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