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Strong is Beautiful
Chapter 7
Madi arrived in her PINK yoga pants and Zach's old football
sweatshirt with her hair in a messy bun.
Which, by the way was perfectly place on her head.
She was the kind of person that could look beautiful even with no
make up on.
"I just got your text. I came as fast as I could." She
said hopping on my bed.
"What happened?"
I told her about my date with Chris,
then coming home to Brody,
and then what happened with him.
She listened to me never acting bored. I loved her for that.
Madi was always there for me.
"Want me to beat him up for you?" She said when I was
finally finished.
Madi, being 5.4 and 110 pounds could not hurt a fly.
"Nah, that's ok" I said smiling.
"Well, Brody is a jerk and he doesn't deserve you.
Chris seems perfect and" she paused. "..maybe it's
time to move on."
As soon as she said I knew she regreted it, but I wasn't
mad.
I knew she was right.
Brody doesn't like me in the way I like him.
Mads had me laughing and smiling in no time.
"I have to go," She said looking at her phone.
"The twins will be getting up in 15 minutes to open
presents and I don't even want to know what will happen if
I'm not home."
"Alright, thank you!" I said. "What would I do
without you?"
"Well.. your life would suck." She said winkng.
"Cya later beotch."
"Bye" I yelled throwing my pillow at her as she lef tmy
room.
I thought about sleeping, but dad is going to wake up in 20
minutes to come get me to open presents.
It was our tradition to open presents at 7am sharp.
I asked one year if we could bump it up a few hours, but he
responded "No we cannot. Can you bump up school to 10? No,
it stays."
He was right on time, "Come on kid."
"Merry Christmas Dad." I said hugging him.
I opened all my presents and loved them all.
Jeans, uggs-a chocolate pair and a pink pink, skirts,
dresses, two bags
Everything I asked for under the tree.
I loved my dad for getting me all of this stuff.
He did everything he could to make holidays special wihtout my
mom there.
He was my rock and I don't know what I would do without
him.
He opened all of his own presents as well, I got him a watch and
some new ties.
He appreciated it all.
Then we went to start on the traditional sugar cookie dough
recipe in the kitchen.
At the end of the day, I was exhausted from cooking and
cleaning.
My dad and I cooked for my grandma and my two aunts and uncles,
along with their 6 kids.
Watching the grinch in my new zebra snuggie, I felt my phone
vibrate.
It was a text from Chris.
'Merry Christmas beautiful. Hangout
tomorrow?'
Seconds after I got a text from Brody.
'Hey Hals. I wanted to say sorry for everything.
Let's hang tomorrow.'
You've got to be kidding me.
I don't think I have ever passed up hanging out with Brody,
but now things were different.
I texted Brody first and said I had other plans
and told Chris that I would see him tomorrow.
Strong is Beautiful
Chapter 6
"Hey." Brody said.
"Um. What are you doing here?" I asked.
"Well, I'm watching some tv, had some dinner with your
dad because you were MIA." He said.
"I mean, you're supposed to be at your Grandma's
house, aren't you?"
"Well Grandma got drunk and her and my mom got into a
fight, so we decided to go home early." He laughed and I
laughed with him.
"Ok, but why are you here?"
"You seemed like you really wanted to talk the other
day." He said. "So, what did you want to talk
about?"
'Well, first off I'm in love with you.
But, I am falling hard for Chris,
who you set me up with by the way.
Kind of ironic, hey?' I thought to myself.
"Not much, just wanted to thank you for introducing me to
Chris." I managed to say.
I wanted to tell him everything.
"Oh." He said pausing for a moment. "So, you like
Chris?"
All I mustered up was "Mhm."
He made a confused, upset face for a slight second and then
regained composure.
"That-that's great. I'm glad it's working
out." He said.
"Yeah, great." I said kind of sarcastically.
I knew I would regret it, if I never told him. I had to.
"Brody," I began. "Can I ask you
something?"
"Sure." He answered.
"Have you ever liked me more than a friend?"
I stopped waiting for it to soak into him.
We sat there for a minute, and that minute felt like an hour.
"Umm." He paused. "I've never really thought
of us, more than friends."
I felt my heart burst out of my chest.
"Oh, okay. I just wanted to know. I feel the same way."
I lied.
We sat on my couch together watching Elf in silence. I didn't
even laugh at my favorite parts.
When the movie was done, he got up and said "Good
bye."
I looked over my shoulder and said "cya."
Once I knew he was really gone, I layed down and cried.
I ran up to my bedroom and grabbed my mom's locket. I
put it on and smoothed my fingers over the incripted writing that
said 'Strong is Beautiful.'
I wanted to
be strong for my her, but sometimes it was too hard being strong
all the time.
I grabbed my phone and typed 'SOS'
and clicked send to Mads.
I'm sorry that this
chapter is so short, I've been busy with the
holidays.
I hope everyone had a great Christmas!
:)
Strong is Beautiful
Chapter 5
Brody and his family were
going out of town for the rest of break, so I couldn't talk
to him.
The day before Christmas eve, Chris arrived 9 o’clock sharp
at my doorstep.
There was a million things going through my head when I walked
downstairs, but when I opened the door and saw Chris it all
vanished.
I looked into his cyrstal blue eyes and smiled.
“Good night
Halie.”
"Good night." I said walking into the
house.
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Strong is Beautiful
Chapter 4
Strong is Beautiful
After a twenty minute trip to the supermarket, Mads and I were on
our way to Brody's house.
"Are you nervous?" She asked as we approached his
driveway.
"I feel like I'm going to throw up. Can we just go
home?" I said glad that I wasn't driving because I
definitely would have left.
"You'll be fine! Remember it's just Brody."
When we pulled up to his house, valet parking took her car. I
could barely breathe as we entered the house.
As soon as we got inside Brody welcomed us and took the cheese
and then he was off.
"I can't do this!" I whispered to Madi.
"Just relax. You can do this, you look amazing. Brody would
have to be dumb not to like you." she said as she scanned
the big open room full of people.
She was looking for Zach and she spotted him a second before I
did. He smiled and waved her over. "Good luck." She
said giving me a hug.
Before I could say thank you, she was long gone. Her and
Zach had been dating for 2 years now, and it has definitely taken
it's toll on our friendship.
I needed to relax, so I walked over to the fridge and grabbed and
diet dr. pepper, my favorite. Brody always had a stash for
me.
Brody appeared from the crowd and gave me one of his famous
smiles.
"You look great tonight Halie." whenever he spoke I
melted inside, I hope he didn't notice.
"Thanks you don't look to bad yourself." I said
winking at him, but for the first time I really looked at him. He
was wearing black slacks and a black button up shirt with a white
tie.
Oh, how I love it when guys dress up.
"What do you think of the party?" He asked just like
every year at his annual Christmas party.
"It was better last year." Was my usual answer and I
didn't feel like changing that now.
"What was that?" He said grabbing me as he began to
tickle me.
This was my biggest weakness and he knew it.
"I'm only kidding. This is the best party in the whoole
world." I said still laughing.
"That's what I thought!" He said smirking.
"So, do you remember that conversation we had a couple weeks
ago about you wanting a boyfriend?"
Of course I did. How could I forget? I dropped hints left and
right and he just didn't get it.
"Mhmm."
"Well, I have been thinking about someone who would be
perfect for you. He's on the football
team and also plays basketball. He is from what I
understand a gentlemen." He continued.
Was he talking about himself?
"And I decided that my buddy Chris was that guy. I invited
him here to meet you."
Wait, what? Why would he be setting me up with his friend? I made
the decision right then, that I had to tell him.
"Buut, I liiii-"
"There he is." He interrupted waving over
Chris. Chapter 2
Strong is Beautiful
Chapter 1
"If you want to get Brody's
attention, you can't wear that." My very best friend,
Madison screeched and tossed me a silver sequin dress and said
"You have to try this on!"
We had been searching through the mall all day for the perfect
dress for Brody Hilton's Christmas party and this was the
first dress that I could honestly see myself wearing.
If Madi had her way, we would wear bikinis to the party.
There were a few problems with this plan.
Number one, we lived in Michigan and it was winter.
Number two, I've always avoided any chance of being a
hoe.
Even if she is absolutely crazy sometimes, I love Madi to
death.
I quickly put it on, since we we're running out of time. We
only had three hours until the party and we still had to get
manis and pedis.
After coming out of the dressing room, Madi was completely
speechless. Which is definitely a first
for her.
"You absolutely have to get that dress! It looks
amazing!" She almost yelled.
To be honest I hadn't looked at myself until she said this,
but as soon as I did I saw a girl, but I really didn't see
me.
She had long brown hair with perfect curls and dark brown eyes.
The dress fit her slim body almost perfectly.
I couldn't believe that almost a year ago I weighed about 60
pounds heavier. It was a long road to losing the weight, but well
worth it. Actually, I like to say released the weight, because I
won't be searching for my lost weight anytime soon.
Brody and I have been best friends forever. I have always been in
the friend zone with him, but tonight that was going to change. I
was finally going to tell him how I felt.
After tonight everything was going to be different. I was no
longer Brody's fat friend. I wanted to be more..
and hope he wants the same.
I spent a fortune on my dress and bought a pair of matching
heels, which I would probably just take off later, because I
can't walk in heels, but who cares.
While we we're at the salon, Madi made me go over what I was
going to say to Brody. I knew it by heart, I was going to say
'Brody, I know we have been friends forever, but I want you
to know that I want more. I think you are amazing and funny and
smart and perfect.' Then he says 'Why'd you wait so
long to tell me?'
and we make out for the rest of our life.
Yep, that basically sums it up.
After the salon we headed to Mad's house to get our dresses
on. We had about 10 minutes left, when I got a text from Brody
that said 'Can you be a great friend and pick up some cheese
before you come? I forgot! Thanks!'
I began to rethink my whole plan of telling him tonight. I just
don't know if I will be strong enough to deal with
rejection..