One
Way.
One Way.
Chapter Eight.
Cassandra's POV
Things with Niall didn't get better. We
fought constantly and I always ended up crying in my room with
Zayn trying to comfort me. Rehearsals with Liam for our duet
continued.
To be honest, I hated rehearsals. The way he sang to me was
like he meant every word of the song. But I knew he
didn't.
It was Christmas Eve and Liam and I only had a few more
rehearsals before the first concert of the tour that started on
January 1st.
I walked into the room and Liam was sitting there surrounded by
the background girls. They were all busy trying to get his
attention but he was kind of staring off into the distance.
Something was on his mind.
I coughed awkwardly and the girls scooted away from Liam to
take their places at the background mics.
Liam's eyes lit up when he saw me but something seemed to
cross his mind, clouding the happiness in his gorgeous
eyes.
After rehearsal I grabbed my jacket and went to leave but Liam
grabbed my hand to stop me.
"Cass... I.. I have to get this out. I need you to know
th-"
He was cut off by the sound of my phone going off.
"Hold that thought, Liam," I said, noticing that it
was a call from Niall.
"Hey babe!" came the voice of my boyfriend, I could
hear partying in the background. "What are you doing,
Niall?"
He giggled drunkenly. "Just chillin with some girlzzz...
and yooou? How was rahursal wif mah homie Liam?" he
hiccupped and I hung up the phone, tears springing into my
violet eyes.
I looked back at Liam and faked a smile like everything was
alright.
"Liam, can you just tell me that later? I really have to
go..."
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When I got home, Zayn was sitting on the couch with his head in
his hands. He looked so upset, it hurt me to see the pain in
his expression.
"Z, babe, what's wrong?" I asked, crossing the
room to pull him into my arms. My voice startled him and he
attempted to wipe away the tears, thinking I wouldn't
notice he had been crying.
He finally gave up, realizing that it was too late to hide. He
pulled his face close to mine so that our lips were almost
touching but immediately pulled away.
"I'm sorry, Cass. I'm so sorry. I don't know
what's wrong with me."
For the rest of the night he refused to talk to me about it so
we just laid on the couch with his head in my lap watching
movies.
Zayn's POV
After falling asleep in Cassie's lap, I decided I had to
vent to someone about this. Someone I could trust. Harry.
"Hey, Hazz, can I talk to you about something?" I
asked as we were walking to the rehearsal studio, trying to
sound casual about it.
He looked at me, a bit confused but nodded his head.
"Well... It's Cassie. I... I know it's horrible
but I..."
I looked into Harry's eyes, not knowing how to finish that
sentence, how to put my feelings into words to make him
understand that I wanted Cass to be mine. I wanted her to kiss
my lips, hold my hand, and call me her boyfriend.
Harry stopped walking and looked at me as understanding crossed
his face.
"Zayn..."
"I know she's with Niall. And Niall's a great
guy... I just don't think he's right for her. No, I
know he's not right for her, Hazz. I am."
Cassandra's POV
Christmas came and went and before I knew it, it was almost the
big day of our first concert.
I walked into the rehearsal building to finish my last
run-through of No Air with Liam and I heard a guitar coming
from our studio, not playing anything like I'd heard
before.
Liam's voice reached my ears and I sighed. I love his voice
more than any other.
He takes your hand, I die a little
I watch your eyes, and I'm in riddles
Why can't you look at me like that?
I stopped walking and listened to the lyrics.
When you walk by, I try to say it
But then I freeze and never do it
My tongue gets tied, the words get trapped
I hear the beat of my heart getting louder whenever I'm
near you
My heart started beating like crazy. Is this about... No. It
couldn't be about me. Could it? I was just dreaming. I
walked into the studio, expecting him to stop when he saw me
but he didn't.
His brown eyes bore into my violet orbs, burning with passion,
and he kept playing, singing the song straight to me.
But I see you with him, slow dancin'
Tearin' me apart 'cause you don't see
Whenever you kiss him, I'm breaking
Oh, how I wish that was me.
He stood up, walking towards me slowly, still stumming the
guitar slowly, his eyes never leaving mine for a second.
He looks at you the way that I would
Does all the things, I know that I could
If only time could just turn back
'Cause I got three little words that I've always been
dying to tell you.
He sang the chorus again, the pain showing in his eyes as he
looked at me. Then I knew without a doubt... this song was for
me.
Oh how I wish that was me with my hands on your waist while
we dance in the moonlight
I wish it was me that you're callin' around 'cause
you wanna say goodnight
'Cause I see you with him, slow dancin'
Tearin' me apart 'cause you don't see...
A confusing amount of billions of different emotions pulsed
through my thin frame. How was I supposed to feel about
this!?
He got extremely close to my face, quit playing the guitar, and
whispered the last line.
"Oh, how I wish, that was
me..."
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