lovesick101

So i didn't really want to make this post.. but because i guess it can't cause any harm?
here it goes..

I hate my life. I have a best friend but i'm scared i'm not her best friend. I don't know why i think like that probably because in the past i've been screwed over in the past by my former friends. Airanna and Sam made it feel like a competition.. even though i brought them together. F*ck. I have been pretty much starving myself this past week because i want to be skinny. I'm not pretty. I'm insecure. I'm fat. I'm not athletic. I can't sing even though i want to. I have horrible hair. I don't have good clothing. My dad yells at me constantly this past week. F*ck my life. I don't want to cut or burn myself, but i want the pain to go away so instead i wear hairties everyday and rubberbands and snap them constantly... i wish my friends would notice.. i don't want attention i just want someone to care. This past month all i do after school is go up to my room and listn music and yell at the top of my lungs nd cry. No one notices though, why would they? I'm nobody and worthless. My crush doesn't like me.. why would he? I wouldn't. I try and change for him but still not even a little conversation from him. I guess theres nothing else to write.. thanks for reading i guess. I'm awkward i really don't knwo what to say anymore.. :L

i am sooo obsessed with mary! its crayy... (foreverreal is her user) <3 baiiiii <3

I wish he would tell me how he feels
Instead of toying with my heart
Instead of playing with my mind
So I wouldn't have to keep guessing
I wish wasn't this hard.

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According to parents we're too young fo love, to old for fun, too smart to play dumb, and too immature for grown up conversations. It's no wonder teens are so rebelllious! There's nothing else to do!

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Girls get cramps, bloating and irritability. Guys should get a good strong kick in the balls once a month.

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So here we stand together,
right now and forever
thinking about our life,
our future husband or wife
but what you failed to realize,
is when i stare into your eyes
you're my future, now and forever
cuz baby, we were ment to be together 
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