lovesomuchithurts

Heyyyy ;)

ha thaanks! :) i love like pop and stuff! its in my bio:)

Hey! We should be friends!? :)

Yes! Btw you're really pretty(: What kinds of music do you like?

Thanks. I like yours too.

How are you?

Hey (:

Hey (:

I swear that I don't want to start a fight, but I think it is. it's in my religion that I think abortion is bad. It's still killing a human. but that's what I think and you think what you think, okay? (: thankss!

It's alrightt.

Some of it's minor, some of it's a bit more major so bear with me. In November, my girlfriend at the time had to stop seeing me. Doesn't sound to bad, right? The only person who ever understood me, my best friend of two years, a person I would do anything for. That left me with no one. In December, my cousin's three month old was shaken and was critical with brain damage. By January, I had a funeral for a baby to go to. In February, my mom's kidneys shut down and she almost died. Also, that girlfriend I previously mentioned decided to go behind her mom's back to get together with me again on valentines day, only to start going out with a boy five days later. In March, my great grandmother passed away. Most people don't really know their great grandmother, but I did. My grandmother lived with her, and I was there almost every day. She used to tell me stories of traveling the US, and about her highschool days. I was crushed. I spent the next two months suicidal, afraid of being alone because I was scared to death of myself. Dealthly afraid of being stuck in my own mind, telling everyone I could that I needed help, that no one would give me. Yes, even my parents. This brings me to the end of May to now, in which I've been trying to learn how to reaccept that I like girls and not boys.. Which has been upsetting and frustrating in more ways than one which I can't expect you to understand. That's been hard too. Oh, and now my mom's most likely going to be going back to jail on the first for something incredibly stupid, just when we were starting to have an actual relationship.

Alright, I just replied. So, you'll have it there whenever you are able to get on.

i'll send you the quote when i can get to it my witty is messing up.

I just emailed you.

Sure, I need your number. I don't have a phone right now but I text online all of the time so that would be pretty easy.

Yes, we set it up like a normal account but we both have the password. All you and I really need is a steady stream of communication. One that we can access quickly and easily that is not necessarily Witty. Somewhere we can share any updates we would like to make and things like the password.

I have an idea. We should make a strength profile which draws attention to the addiction that is self-harm/destruction. I figure we would have that quote as our "about me" and we can simply post about the danger and realities of self harm. It is just an idea. But I think it is a realistic and practical idea. Let me know?

Yeah, it's something that needs to be spread. People are hurting out there and they DON'T know what to do. And I want to be able to say something to help someone. Because I know that those people usually won't go and get help themselves. Not because they don't want help but because they don't know how to ask or they feel ashamed. And I just want to put something out there saying something which brings about the reality of self harm. It also brings about the reality of it being an addiction. Allot of people see self harm or self destruction as something they can just step out of. When that is often not the case. In conclusion, I just want to have something out there that MIGHT help someone.

I got the idea off of tumblr, no off of here.

http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/5277645
What I posted months ago as well. And is it really a bad thing to spread that message? No, so honestly. It does not matter.

I wrote most of it. Why?

lol, aww i need to find a dance school in london(where i live)