"You’re not good
enough"
Are the words
repeated in my head.
"I love you." Was the biggest lie I've ever
heard. How could you do this to me?
Did you enjoy making me cry myself to sleep
everynight? Having me Starve myself because shes thin
and I'm not? Waking up everyday with that
regret? Deciding if you should end it or not
but leading towards staying because I love you? Did
you know I'd find out? Did you feel bad? Ive wanted
you forever and finally when I have you I realize im not good
enough. I guess I'll never be. But I love you.
I actually mean that though, because I'd never even think
about cheating.