i never thought i would say this after all the times i wished that
i could hold you...even just once. but the thing is, you dont have
to love me. thats right. you dont have to. (i would LOVE it, but i
dont NEED it) i have finally let you go. you will never be simply
put in the past, but i dont think of you as much, and when i do, i
dont usually cry like i used to. seeing you doesnt make me want to
die as fast as it used to. i think i may even be able to talk to
you again.
i still love you, know that. i will never stop, but you dont have
to return, accept, or even understand my love. just know that it
will always be there to carry you through your rough times and as
an extra support through your good times. i love you so much, and i
only want you to be happy.