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Steve!!! You're still here ?! AND you're in Boston ?! That's so crazy, I am also! I go to college right in the city and I would actually be so interested in knowing what you are up to and how things are since I have been on Witty for as long as I can remember! Reply back soon! P.S. Are you doing anything to get Witty more popular // are you working on other projects? I'm quite fascinated!

- Vanessa

Hi Vanessa! Sadly I don't live in Boston anymore. I just haven't updated my profile. I moved to Bangkok in 2015 and back to the USA (to the American Southwest) in 2018. Boston is a great city. You are lucky to go to school there! It's a little outside the city, but I used to go grocery shopping at Super88 in Brighton a lot. I think it's still there. You should check it out. They have/had a great food court too. I used to order Bibimbap from the place in the corner in the winter. Anyway... I'm working on some new projects ( twitter.com/landscapeartbot ), but mostly boring 9-5 programming for a big company just north of Boston.

Hey, Pandepp,

Just wanted to check back in- it's been a few years! I hope things are going great. We'll have to catch up soon, I'm sure that we both have a lot to chat about! I'm not quite sure what pulled me to come back online, but if you ever see this again, message me on Instagram! @Suppnessa :) xx Much love from Boston!

Wow. It has been 11 months since the last time I have attempted to reply to a message on here. I never come on here anymore. This is insane. I still enjoy your cute little layout and the Jesse McCartney song, because no matter how old we are, we shall never be too old to listen to a good-'ol quality baaaabe.
ANYWAY
MISS YOU
hope everything is going super well for you.
xxxxx
♥

My dearest Lauren,
I love British accents on girls so much. It makes me so jealous, though. But for some strange reason, I love Australian accents on guys... it is the most sexy thing that could ever be listened to. I could literally listen to a guy in an Australian accent all day long because they wouldn't sound uneducated, or improper in anything that they said. &I love it because they say "babes". It sounds so much better than 'babe'... I'm really not sure where I got this weird taste. I need to go to Australia- but stop by England real quick to steal your accent. ;)
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Even though that boy wasn't ever my boyfriend, I still learned a lot from him. I'm glad that story helped you out, because it helped me out more than ever. I'm much more clever about the boys I fall for now. ;)

AS FOR SAM!
I would just like to congratulate &virtually hug the guts out of you for being able to make up with Sam! That's fantastic! I'm so glad, it's incredible. Keep up your fantastic love life. There may be in the air still, for you two. Hope for the best, but prepare for the rocky roads, my dear! Be sure to make plans with him in the summer time, surely you'd love some good kisses underneath some fireworks or rain? ♥
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I go back to school September 5th, unfortunately. I sure hope that it doesn't come as fast as I think it will. What about you?
&No, no gossip at all. I've just been sitting at home almost this whole summer. I don't really hang out with friends much because I lost them all when I was really sad. But I promised myself I'd make myself happier, because if I'm happy, then everyone around me will be happy, &then I'll get happier things to happen to me. It's just a cycle. But I'm going into a new grade, so this means I get to start all over. I am so thankful.
What about you? Any wonderful gossip as you're finishing up school? I'd love a good story! ♥
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My dearest Chandler,
AH, I haven't been on in so long, but here goes trying to catch up with everything that's been going on! Hopefully you're having a good summer &you've been having summer flings or crushes or whatever it is that makes you very happy♥
I'm also super proud of you that you lost all that weight, but if you gained it back, I'm even prouder, just because it makes me feel so much better about myself that I haven't lost anything.... for the third summer in a row. Sigh.
IT'S OKAY I'M NOT SORRY.
I'm getting taller so people think I'm getting thinner when in reality it's just going to my height. nbd. ;D
My guitar life is doing great, I mean, I'm still a pretty awful guitar player, but that's okay because my guitar teacher is super cute &loves me so yay(:
Hopefully I'll talk to you soon &not in a month from now, but if you have an instagram or something just follow me &I'll follow you back- if you have any other source of communication just check my profile(:
Bye miss you♥

My dearest Jess,
I'm so sorry I haven't been on in forever! Please forgive me, but I've gotten out of school today &I'm completely ready to take on Witty as a job this summer since I have no other priorities to get to. I'm also getting my braces off tomorrow. I'm not too busy, though, I promise. Plenty of time for you. I love you. ♥
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I'm very glad that you enjoy reading all those books! You must be super creative, then. How did you like The Fault in our Stars? I loved it so much, I remembered all the quotes that I absolutely loved, &wrote them down in my phone. I still even have the guilty pleasure to say the quotes aloud because I'm so corny.
I have to warn you, though, I've been reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower, &it is one of the most driest of pieces of literature I could have read for entertainment. Since it is formed like a diary, nothing too interesting can be said, &since it is also anonymous, things aren't laid out enough for you to have a pure enough picture &enjoy it. I'm trying to reread it to see if I could possibly find it in my heart to look back on it &enjoy it, but I think at this point, it is quite useless &I'm going to read 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher. It's one of my summer reading novels that I have to read for school, &it looks fantastic. Look it up if you're interested, because I've already skimmed through &it looks enjoyable. \^.^/
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I'm very sorry that Matty made a very wrong decision in breaking up with you. But just know that everything happens for a reason, &it didn't change anything about you. You are still beautiful, smart, talented, &full of nice thoughts. Let those positives characteristics inspire you to go further in life with a smile, because chances are if Matty had fallen in love with them, many other boys will, too. ♥
You'll make it out. I'm very glad everybody is staying positive &mature about it. Gold stars for everybody! I'm not sure if you're on summer break yet, but if you are, I can already smell the love in the air you have in store for these next few months. Keep me updated on things with Matty if anything happens! I'll be looking forward to your amazing stories. (:
♥
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Now, I'm guessing you're curious to see what's been going on in my life throughout all these months I haven't been on Witty. &To be quite honest, nothing special has gone on. I've simply finished my school year, played my guitar, &have been anticipating summer. I'm not sure why, but I never really go on Witty, Tumblr, or Facebook anymore. I feel so distant from the world this way, but I can't bring myself to come back here &enjoy myself the same way I used to. Everybody seems to have left Witty. Now, I only come on to speak to my amazing friends like you, &perhaps get a little laugh as I scroll through the Top Quotes, but I don't get any further than page 4.
North Carolina is soon coming my way, &I'm very excited. My mother still hasn't approved of me going on the trip, because she hasn't called my friend's mother. I'm trying my hardest to be on my best behavior so she'll end up letting me go, but it's very difficult when she's so demanding. So far, it's working. Everybody is getting ready for me to meet Payton, &I think it's very amusing. My friend even says she wants him to come swimming at our little apartment that we're renting out for the week... which means he will be shirtless. And I, will be enjoying that very much. ;)
On Saturday, I'll be leaving for a different place to go on vacation though- family only, no cute boys to see. Sigh. But no worries, I'll just have to get very nice&tan&pretty during that wonderful week.
Last Saturday, my same friend(Kirsten) had a pool party, &a boy named Jake came. Him&I flirted &we shared a chair together so we were very close, but he couldn't do anything to me, because he lives in a different town and he has a girlfriend. I've known Jake since about four years ago, so we're close. I feel as if his mother didn't like me, though. Oh well, everyone's a critic.
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If you have any other exciting or interesting news, I'd love to hear it. Or maybe it's just simply something you had for lunch that was quite yummy. I'll be looking forward to it, smile, smile, smile. ♥
I love you dearly.
Love,
Vanessa♥

My most adored May,
I got your follow on Instagram! I'm so glad you're following me, &I hope that you saw I'm following you back. I'm very excited for all your beautiful pictures&selfies to be posted for me to fangirl over how beautiful you are. ♥
You say there was snow in March, huh? It was the same here in Boston. Blah. >.< But it's so pretty outside now, with the temperature being high enough just to wear shorts without sweating to death, &wow, it's lovely.
I'm sorry I haven't been coming on here as much as I used to, I just have gotten so... frazzled, is the word to really describe it. Frazzled by life &living in it. It's interesting, really. But overall, I'm just always on Instagram &Twitter &such. &Aw omg, I just noticed your bio. It made me smile. You're too precious, you know that? ♥
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Ah, I see we're both going through our, "Live Through Music Junkie" phase. Gosh, what teenagers we truly are. I'm currently going through an inner 80s phase. I'm trying really hard to find good music, &I'm starting with that wonderful generation. So far, although the music &melodies is very dry compared to the auto-tuned pop crap we like to listen to today, it's different. Kinda turns me on. Gives me... a music . ;)
But overall, I've just been trying out new music, but still kinda keeping my old taste in mind, as well. Just a whole bunch of unique music for me to have a go at. ^.^
I enjoy that your music taste is all cutesy &such. I like yours. I'm still listening to Ed Sheeran myself. :) Enjoy music. It may be the only thing that keeps me sane sometimes. ^.^
As for books, I haven't read Looking for Alaska! I'm trying really hard to get to reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower, but that time hasn't come yet, it's just sitting in my backpack. I really want to read it though, I just have to be feeling the moment, of course.
Eh. I'll get to it eventually &then fangirl about it with you. ♥
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Trawlz, I really hope I get better at guitar. So far, I haven't been doing too well, but I give myself the excuse that I am an amazing beginner &I shall keep rocking out on my acoustic guitar like there is no tomorrow. ;) I kind of wish I had chosen an electric guitar, but on the other hand I'm like... ehhh, I kinda don't want one. Accoustics are so pretty. ^.^
I have to figure out what song I want to learn how to play. Blah, I still have to choose for my teacher on Wednesday without the song being too hard for me. >.< Wish me luck.
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Well unfortunately, Tim has been moved away from me during English class, so we no longer flirt in that class, but he does enjoy getting very close to me during lockers as if he's going to kiss me. But I'm not interested in him anymore, and I don't think I ever was. I mean, maybe for a little because he was flirting with me &no one was back then, but now nobody is flirting with me, &since Tim &Maddy are like, in love, I backed away. They're too cute with each other anyways. Blah. I needa find my own Tim&Maddy relationship. ;3
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Awww, John! May&John. That sounds like the kind of couple that'd be really cutesy &live in a pretty neighborhood with extremely cutesy kids &all the families on the street would like them a lot &they'd have intercourse very often.
I hope you two speak more! He sounds too cute! Don't let him go!
I unfortunately have to let go my "crush" since he's going to a new school next year... he was too shy for me to ever have an actual conversation with him, but God, is he beautiful &an amazing personality. The way he blushes red, the way his teeth are always a pearly white behind his braces... aw.
Dammit why is he going to an all-boys school?
I'm glad, that way they can't take him away.
Unless he's gay.
Then that would just make me upset.
Sigh. :(
GAH.
But yes. Go after John. You don't want him to end up like my Christopher. (He goes by Chris, but Christopher just sounds beautiful. &Since he is as beautiful as his name, that is what he shall be called.)
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I'm looking forward to hearing about your life, as I have missed you so so much. ♥
I'll tell you my "incredible" stories as soon as you reply with yours.
Iloveyou, May♥

My dearest Jess,
I cannot believe that you still have my name up there with the people that you love. It put a smile to my face. I thought you had forgotten about me. I haven't forgotten about you, though. I never will. I've been so behind on internet life, I've literally dropped everything that had to do with the internet for a solid month. It was so simple, but it was sad that I lost interest. I figured that since it was Friday night &was not friendly with my guitar, I'd come on here. It showed me how much I missed this place. Aw, &to think I was going to give this up. ♥
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I love reading books. They're so fantastic, really. They are such a simplistic way of getting rid of terrible thoughts &putting yourself into a little fantasy world that requires love & or a gun or anything. And then it leaves you thinking... gah, it's so perfect. I'm going to be starting to read The Perks of Being a Wallflower soon. I always say I'm going to start, but things just keep holding me back from doing so, because I know myself as the world's biggest procrstinator. I shall try to read it as soon as I can, &then I'll fangirl to you about it, since we're both incredible bookworms. ♥
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How is your dearest Matty? How are you two together? Have you done anything fun and enjoyable together? Have you lovely two shared a kiss or two yet? Maybe even something more? Gosh, I feel as if I'm a desperate version of the paparazzi. Please excuse my fangirl questions, but feel free to answer them, I love when you speak about him. ♥
I shall find my Matty when I get my beautiful chance, of course. I don't know when it will be, but when the time comes, I'm sure I will. Summer is so close, but so far away. Yet, I can feel it on my skin. I'm hoping this summer is incredible. ♥
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You know, you're quite right about having a positive attitude on things. Where is a positive attitude, &where can I get one? Hah, no, I'm kidding, of course, but I just need to get that wonderful happiness back, that's all. I'll get it back in the summer when I'm on holiday &just so happy to be a crispy tan &have beautiful tan lines, &fall in love &ride on unicorns, &just live life. Gah. ♥
I'm sure your summer will be very interesting. I'll be looking forward to be speaking to you whilest it goes on. ^.^
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The chance of meeting Payton is very high, because my parents are putting me to a test to see how responsible I am on Saturday night. If I can take care of my brother for an entire night whilest we're home alone, I can go to North Carolina, because it'll show how amazingly responsible I am. Which is going to be amazing, because I know everything will go smoothly. I'll stay upstairs, my brother will stay downstairs, we won't speak to each other. Boom. We'll say everything was amazing, &then boom, I get to have an amazing summer. And a week before that, I get my braces off. Wow. This is going to be quite the end to my year of 2013. ♥
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How is life going for you? Anything new and spectacular that's extremely pleasing and perfect?
Of course, anything you want to share would be anything I'd love to listen to.
I've missed you loads. ♥
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My dearest Celine,
I'm sorry that I've missed out on so much of your life! (Well, a whole month of it!) That month consisted of me sleeping, &taking the time for myself playing the guitar (which I am doing a mediocre job of, in case you're wondering), &scrolling through things that I can only dream of having on Instagram. I don't know how I even was brought upon coming on this site again, to be quite honest. I thought I was going to simply drift away as the days go by &then people would surely forget about me. But then I felt this guilt in the pit of my stomach. Therefore, this is the reason I'm here today, to catch up with all my friends. ^.^ For the days that I do not reply, the comments shall be incredibly lengthy, so that you have some time to reply as well. But long story short, I've missed you, &my Witty family. ♥
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Now in your other brief comment, you referred to yourself being struck with a sense of for your best guy friend. I read the way you described him, &mygosh, does he sound incredible for you. I sure hope it's going well for the two of you. Has he fallen for you just as hard as you had fallen for him? Is that it? I am crossing my fingers for that to be it. ♥
Either way, whatever you do to this beautiful secret, do not regret any decisions you choose to make with this. Sometimes, the most risky decisions are the ones that get more accomplishments. ♥
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Trouble with friends, huh? No worries. I'm actually having that problem with myself, as well. My best advice for this situtation is to be friends with everybody, even if you don't want to be. Be nice &kind with everyone. People will like you. Aquaintances help a lot throughout school. Just instead of thinking that everybody's your friend, simply think of it as being nice to them, nothing more, nothing less. You two can be aquaintances &if you don't want there to be a friendship between the two of you, there's no reason for there to be. A few good friends is sometimes all you need in life. Me, however, I have finally decided that I only need one. That's the special thing about being close with someone- you can feel the strong bond that only the two of you have together, &it should feel more special with the fewer people you have that bond with. Enjoy yourself. Meet new people, smile often. I would rather say "Ughhh, I can't believe I did thatt" than "I wish I would have done that."
Just some food for thought. ♥
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How is the weather in Australia? Because here in America, well, more specifically, in Massachusetts, it is marvelous here. Nice, summer, short-like weather. Beautiful, really. Although, I am rather self-conscious in wearing all this short clothing. I can't wait for it to be summer. It is official: I am craving summer.
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If you enjoy listening to Ed Sheeran, I recommend highly in taking a try at Passenger. One of favourite songs by him is Let Her Go, or, Things You've Never Done. Although all the songs are simply fantastic, they have this incredibly unique feel to them that makes you tingle a little. I love it. Try them out if you're interested in new music. I did, &I shall say, no regrets. ♥
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My dearest Jess,
How was going back to school? I'm sure it probably wasn't too exciting~ I'm actually dreading the Monday I have to go back, myself.
The book that I read during vacation, The Fault in Our Stars, was incredible. And that feeling that you described to me, in the last comment, about feeling lost after the book because that was basically a part of your life &now it's gone? That is exactly how I felt. It was so strange. I cried so hard. It was so sad. I won't spoil it, though, because I simply insist that you get the opportunity to read it. It's about a girl named Hazel &a boy named Augustus, and they both have a type of cancer. To sum it all up, Hazel&Augustus end up falling in love on their way throughout the adventures &sacrifices they have to make for themselves for themselves, each other, &their cancer. It's so powerful. I don't know why I bawled so hard. That was my first time crying over a book. I never cry over books.
I recommend it if you ever need a reason to laugh, cry, &enjoy yourself over&over again. ♥
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I'm very glad that you had a great time during Easter break while in France! Is a Euro a lot of money? How beautiful are all the rings that you've gotten? I can't wait to hear about them(:
As for Matty &your wonderful movie date, I love to fangirl about you two, because the way you two are so perfect &in a strong relationship, I can't help but envy all of it. I hope you two have a sleepover again soon, those sound like so much fun♥
Congragulations, beautiful(:
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Aw, you think a Prince Charming of mine will soon come his way into my life? I sure hope that way, too. All my marbles are in one basket, though, &that is supposed to be in the month of July, when I meet Payton. I hope for the best, but I'm expecting the worst. I feel as if my drive back home will consist of 14 hours of bawling my eyes out. (That's how long it takes to drive over there)
But the boy/girl sleepover doesn't sound like a bad idea! And, in the summer, it can actually happen, because my friend has a boy that can come over, &my other friend &her boyfriend are going to be together, so I'm sure that'd be pretty amazing. I hope for a great summer. Summer '13, let's have it be good to me. ♥
Hopefully I'll learn by then not to blush red or get uncomfortable when someone simply holds my hand or something. I feel like a little kid when I do that. Gah. >.<
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As for the video calling with Payton, I don't want him to find out about me just yet. I kind of want him to see me in person, first, before I end up showing my face on camera. I just feel so uncomfortable, knowing him so well, &he doesn't even know I exist. So, it'd be pretty strange. I'm waiting until July to see him, &if I do and we hit it off, that'd be fantastic. If not, eh, guess it's not fate. The saying goes, you don't find love, love finds you. ♥
I shall wait for love to find me! \^.^/
(Um, by the way, I ended up somehow finding 215 videos of Payton on a website of some sort, don't know how I found them, but I did. It was beyond perfection. I didn't watch every single one, because that'd have been quite a waste of time, but still. Gah, he's so lovely, &his laugh. ♥ But yeah, it was quite nice. I liked them a lot. )

I haven't seen Tim in such a long time! Well, I know it's because I had spring break &all, but still, I feel as if I hadn't seen him in like... forever. Woah. I didn't think about him the whole vacation. I guess that means I don't like him for sure. I never really had a crush on him, but boy, did I think he was beautiful. He can have his girlfriend, &if he tries to flirt with me, he won't succeed, unless he pushes me up against my locker &kisses me as if he's been dreaming of that moment ever since he saw me. But let that be a part of my imagination. ;)
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I don't have much else to you, so if you have something interesting that has been going on, I'd love to know about it. Have a lovely week(:
Iloveyou♥

Woah, hashtag this comment as 'late reply' becuase this is exactly what this is.
BUT I'VE MISSED YOU. So here goes nothing. I can't wait to just gush over everything. Because I feel like that is what we do best. Gush, gossip, &eat food. That's what I like to do. Yum. Nutella sounds really good right now.
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I'd have to agree with you on your opinion on flirting, on how stringing guys on isn't exactly the most intelligent thing to do. But on the other hand, it's fun to do, it makes you feel sexy &seductive, &I dunno. I guess it just makes you feel good. I'd only do it with cute boys, though, because that would mean a chance of them liking me back.
But I'm really bad at flirting. I've lost my touch because I don't really talk to anyone outside of my computer, as sad as that sounds. So, therefore, I'm an awkward penguin at the moment. Whups. ^.^
&I think I have an answer to your question, but it's solidly based on my opinion, not on like, a scientist or something.
It was,
"if you can't live your life without your other half, why do people get marries& then get divorced? or why do some people cheat on their partners?"
Personally, I think those who decide to cheat or get divorced haven't met someone they love. I don't think that everybody finds someone they will truly be in love &happy with. Overall, I think you only find someone you're in love with once, if you're lucky. I feel like I'm going to be that person that won't find real love. It'll just be a high expectation of . But I'm not quite sure on how that's supposed to work. >.<
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Do you remember David? Well, to be honest, I don't even know what I saw in him. I mean, I didn't exactly have a crush on him or anything, but I used to think he was cute. &Now I'm just like,
"Um, no?"
But yeah. I'm glad he has a girlfriend &such, I don't really care, ahaha, there's someone out there for everyone, for both the wrong &right reasons, woooo~
I think it's pretty great that you aren't fussed up on looks. I wish I could be like that. I mean, I need at least some sort of good looks coming from the guy since I know I'm going to have to want the urge to kiss him or something. Just bright eyes, or straight teeth, or maybe even the freckles on the bridge of his nose. Something that'll make him kissable. ^.^
Tall guys... ohmygod, don't even get me started on them. They are so fantastic, not even kididng. Asdfghjkl♥♥
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I'm sorry that you're going through struggles with your friends. That's why I dropped all of them, &now I'm left being lonely, well, except for one of my friends, &I practically live there. It's pretty fantastic. But the story here, is sometimes one friend is all you need. That's all I need, really. I hope you end up finding that friend. Everybody needs one of those. ♥
I hated those friends that weren't really my friends, but just acted like they were. I'm so glad I dropped them. There are so many people in this world, so many beautiful ones, &so many ugly ones (personality-wise, of course). You have so many options♥
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Your math teacher &your language teacher sound awful. Ohgosh, just pray that you don't end up with them next year or anything. If anything else terrible happens, sack her in a potato bag &throw her in one of the janitor's closets, &then get SOME BLEACH-
too far. Don't do that. ahahah, leave the fantasy in your mind. ;)
But really. Just wait. Summer is soon here. Less than 50 days left. We can do this. Hold in there.
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I REALLY like that Ed Sheeran song you gave me a sneak peek of. Thank you so much, that was fantastic to listen to. I'm actually very upset that the song won't be leaked anytime soon. Ed Sheeran is very good at keeping his music to himself. Gosh, why can't the whole album just be leaked? Eh, it will be soon enough. Nobody can keep a secret for long. ;)
Cross.your.fingers. ♥
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My dearest May,
I've missed you so much! I'm sorry for the late reply, I've been in the handle of school &tests &such, so I never really had much time to spend on here. I'm on spring break this whole week, so we now have the advantage to talk &have merry conversations, weee♥
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Now, I'm guessing that I should catch you up &all since we're so far behind on our lives. This is going to be the little section of my long comment that I talk &gush all about myself, &then any other little detail you'd like to know about. I've been listening to TONS of Blink 182 &Mayday Parade music like nobody's business. Ohgosh, &don't even let me get started on You Had me at Six. They're just all fantastic for music. I reccomend them deeply.
I'm also currently reading a book- The Fault in our Stars by John Green. It's truly fantastic. I've even started quoting it. People officially think I'm insane. ^.^
I'm playing the guitar, although, I wouldn't say I'm quite excellent yet! There's absolutely room of improvement for me, I can assure you. No worries, if I get famous over my dramatically-amazing guitar playing, I'll be sure to say your name at the Grammys, or, uh, wherever musicians get their really cool awards. ♥
As for Tim, I have been talking to him. We're still flirting &such, but I have to remember that he has a girlfriend. Well, HE has to remember that he has a girlfriend, because he's the one that constantly flirts. I don't understand it, though, because he really likes his girlfriend, always touching her &kissing her face. They seem as if they're in love. I don't get why he needs to pull this crap with me. But aye, I kinda like it. Puts a smile on my face in a weird type of way. ♥
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OHMYGOD. That boy at the hockey party sounds so freaking cute. You gotta tell me if anything more happens with him. Just so adorable. Sounds like he has a way with words; you've got a smooth dude. ;)
He obviously wants your D. I mean, how could he not? I know I do. ;)
HAHA THAT'S GREAT NO I'M KIDDING.
Or am I?
ANYWAYS.
I wish you the very best with that boy, I hope you two end up dating or something. Then I'll shove flowers &wedding rings into your buttholes. ♥
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Come on Witty so we can talk! Check it like, every five seconds this week, because I'll most likely reply within like, a day all this week. This is going to be quite fantastic. ^.^
Let me know if anything else has happened between you &the boy! I'd love to know his name! That way I could fangirl about how great it sounds with yours. ^>^
Or just things in general. Just gossip about everything. That's what I do.
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See you soon♥

My beautiful Jess♥
I'm so glad that I've finally been able to reply to you. I'm on spring break for a week, which means I have all the time to be on the computer, &speak to you, &reply to all the comments I'm going to have thrown at me! No excuses(:
I don't believe I'm in a slump, I'm just in a dull mood for no reason, anymore. Always dull. But lately, I've been reading The Fault in Our Stars by John Green, &it makes me so happy whenever I read it. A book has never given me more smiles &goosebumps than that wonderfully binded combination of words♥
I don't know how my emotions are going to intertwine &become my enemy as soon as I'm done reading. I'm already starting to quote the book like never before. People are starting to look at me funny as I grin or go,
"Pain demands to be felt."
It's great. ^.^
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How was your Easter break? I wish I had an Easter break, but we have an April break instead. I don't mind it, though. It was worth the wait.
I'm so jealous that you went to France. Please tell me how that went. I hope you got many cute clothes &accessories so that you can show them off to all of your friends in school. Especially to me. Gah. :)
Matty sounds perfect, I can't believe how well you two are working together. I wish nothing but the best for you two, please never give up on each other. I want this perfection to last. ♥
Have you heard from him at all, lately? I hope you've hung out. But then again, I hope for a lot of things. ♥♥

Sleepovers with boys sound so fantastic. I'd love to have one of those with a boy I'd have a crush on or thought was cute or something. That would be so great(: But I've noticed I act so weird around boys, so I can't really do that. I'm too innocent &scared of all the simple things a boy can do to me, that my body stiffens &my face flushes red like crazy. I hate it so much. I know that things are supposed to mean a lot, like kisses &such, but I can't even have a boy stare into my eyes and try to grab my hand without getting uncomfortable. It doesn't happen with unattractive boys, or boys that I don't have a crush on. Just the ones that I think are really cute &they try to pull something. Except, that never happens anymore, but oh well, ahah(:
I just hope you get lots of that from Matty. It's nice to feel like a princess. ♥
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I guess I should catch you up on everything that has been going on between my love for Payton, &then my with Tim. It's quite interesting.

Well, as for Payton, I can't talk to him. Not yet, anyways. After all, he doesn't know I exist. I have to wait for him to meet me in North Carolina so that he can be like,
"DAAYUMN." Or "Ew." Either one. But I like the first one better.
Anyways, so, my friend was scrolling through her ooVoo (type of video chat) contacts, &then she saw Payton's name on there. Since my friend used to know Payton when she was little, she clicked his name because he was online. Now, this is not the first time she has tried to do this. She's tried to call him so many times, it's insane. But this time, as it was ringing, it stopped ringing...
AND THEN HIS FACE CAME ON THE SCREEN OHMYGOD AHAHAH I HID UNDERNEATH MY BED BLANKETS &then listened to their conversation. It was so awkward.
But, his voice is beautiful. I never really heard his voice in his current stage, but... gosh... it's so.. asdfghjkl♥♥ AND HIS LAUGH. My friend goes,
"Uh... do you remember me?"
&then he chuckes &goes,
"Of course I remember you!"
I. DIED. LIKE. 69. TIMES. OHMYGOD.
It was beautiful. Great. Fantastic. Superb. &Then the call got disconnected. She asked if I wanted her to call him back, but I said no; I don't want to bite the hand that fed me. I was already so happy. ♥♥

NOW, TIM ON THE OTHER STORY. I was sitting in English class, &he sits next to me. Tim &I were just talking, joking around &such like we always do. I had my arm out on the table, just hanging there, with the palm of my hand hidden in my long, baggy sweatshirt sleeve, &then all he looks at it. I wasn't sure what he was doing until he put his hand in front of mine. Thinking he was going to try to hold my hand or something, I got really paranoid so I pulled my hand back a little, &then he smiled &put his hand away. I had to realize that he has a girlfriend &I can't do that.
So then, halfway through class, we were working on a paper that was assigned to do in class, &everybody was talking &such, so Tim whispers to me,
"What'd you get for the answer in the book?"
&I flipped through my book &I found it (which by the way, was the wrong answer), &so I went closer to him &showed him where I found it, &then he goes,
"Oh, really?" &then his hand held both mine (he has really big hands, but they're so nice, ohmygod), &didn't let go until he finished reading through all of the information on the page. And then he smiles &says,
"Thanks(:"
He let go afterward, &then we kept on joking around &such. I noticed that he likes to play this staring contest with me, &then I'll look away, &then he'll go,
"Hah! I've broken you!"
&Then he always jokes around saying that we should fight.
&He always says I'm mean, &that everything bad is my fault, &then he goes,
"No, I'm kidding, you're not mean, it's not your fault. You're nice." ♥
&Then I just kinda laugh because I'm kind-of confused on how this is his way of flirting.

The strange thing is, though, Tim loves his girlfriend. He's deeply, truly in love with her. So I'm just really confused on how he's doing this to me with no feelings toward his actions whatsoever. _____________________________________________________________
I don't have anything else to tell you, really. I'm just so happy it's Spring break, now. A vacation from school is exactly what I need right now.
What about you? Is there anything that has been going on? I can't wait to hear from you, I've missed you so much. ♥♥
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Loveyou♥

Love expectations are terrible, I must admit! But the best thing to do in our case is to just flirt &get into . Forget about every single quirkly little thing there is to know &seek about love &the high expectations of it all. Enjoy all the little flirts &teases &maybe it'll get us further than we think. That's the path that I'm hoping to go down, at least. ♥
You'll go down it, too. There's somebody for everyone in the whole world. &If someone choosees not to be with anyone, fate will send someone to you that will make you change your mind. I think that's how it is supposed to work. Nobody is to remain unhappy or without a better half♥♥
But for now, we still have all the time in the world to go out &do so many things that we've never even thought of doing before.
But I remember. I believe that I was in love, for a short period of time. I was in the 6th grade. His name was David. He had freckles sprinkled all over his face, &had dark-honey eyes. He was a brunette. I thought he was perfect. I knew everything about him, &he knew almost everything about me, but you know guys &their low attention spans(;
He liked me back, too, that was my favourite part. But, the probelm is, popularity got to him, &he liked this girl named Jessica better, just because she was prettier.
In the end, he ended up going out w/ her, only because Jessica felt sorry for him. Leaving him heartbroken &me onto diferent boys. But I couldn't ever get my mind off of him.
I'm not sure if to this day, it was a strong , or a small love. But either way, it was lovely. I won't ever forget it. ♥
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I'm sorry that you're so stressed out over all of your projects &such. But as long as you're managing your time &doing things as you should, it'll go a long way, no doubt about it. Just think" School will be over any second now. It'll all just fly by us, like the crunched-up autumn leaves in a breeze. ♥
I hope you get better at your Lebanese! Maybe try getting your parents to talk to you in it, or study with you! That'd be really exciting for you! Participation is key, though. It shows the teacher you're alert &ready to learn. And then she won't call on you as much while you're not raising your hand! &You feel really smart when you participate, even when you get the answer wrong. It shows the teacher you like the class, &then she'll add you to her favourite list of students. ♥
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I'm not doing much for Easter, if anything at all. Probably just painting eggs with my friend &doing an Easter egg hunt. That'll be pretty interesting. I wonder what's in store for us this year. Ahahah♥

I can't wait for Ed Sheeran's new album. Too bad it's all the way next year. I'm sure it'll come sooner than we know it, though. It'lll be perfection. New music, new fangirling. Asdfghjkl♥♥

I'm glad you check on here to see if I've replied; but to be honest, I am horrble at catching up on comments, even though I only talk to like, 7 people, but still. Gotta love my procrastination &incredible amount of laziness! I followed you on Tumblr, though, that is something that my laziness actually got around to doing since that website is basically my whole life.
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I've simply become more distant from people because I don't really feel like being sociable anymore, I guess. I don't really know why, but people have been just... asdfghjkl lately. They're just too much space for me right now. I mean, I made this one other friend at school. Her name's Jamie. &Don't get me wrong, she's really nice, &I like the fact that she clings onto me. It gives me knowledge that at least someone puts me in first place, even though it's kinda a disadvantage at times. But overall, she's a good friend to have, so I'm not like, an anti-social freak walking around in the hallways. That really wouldn't be good.

As for guitar things, I can play a lot of baby songs because I've only been playing for a few months. People ask me if I can sing along, too, but I tell them no because I don't like to sing in front of people. I recently learned the song Bubbly by Colbie Caillait, &I couldn't be any happier when I'm strumming &singing along. It makes me so happy. Next week, I'm learning a song by Blink 182. I just have to pick a song first.
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We'll end up getting our chances with relationships, &even though I don't want one, I want to know what it's like. So if you get a boyfriend or anything, I can't wait to obnoxiously fangirl about how perfect you& your future husband are. ♥
I hope you find him very soon.
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I think that it's fantastic that you're constantly going to the gym &losing weight &such. I'm not really on that train, &I'm just kind of eating everything I see at this point. I'm not caring, but I know I should. Bikini season will hit me like a train.

Wattpad has made my expectations of guys too high, and I am extremely guilty of this. And all of the fantasies that I picture and piece together from movies, &just books &such. I can't get enough of the chills running down my spine &my heart racing when I read a love scene that is just too perfect.
And yet... ironically, I don't believe in love. I'm starting to wonder whether I just love the feeling, or the love itself?
I don't want to think too much about that, though, it's too thought-provoking for me to handle at the moment.
Otherwise, how are you doing in school with tests &quizzes &such? I thought it was pretty humourous that you said 'Ed Sheeran' as one of the answers you didn't have any idea to, ahaha, keep up the good work, I'm sure she passed you for creativity. ^>^
I hope your peasant project comes out well. Hopefully people will enjoy it &will all want to be an amazing peasant like you, ahahaha♥

I can't wear shorts yet- but I have to admit- I was being a loser and ended up trying on my summer clothes. I was surprised to see on how much looser they were. Not by a lot, but they fit me differently. They're not as tight. I couldn't stop smiling that day...
So I rewarded myself with a bucket of fried chicken &cheese cake.
I swear, I pleasure myself in the best of ways. :3

Well, I'm glad that you had an amazing time with the Ed Sheeran concert, I really wish I were there! You make me envious, my love!
&Honestly, that sounds so smart, not having any boy drama or anything silly going on with guys until you're out of high school. But I remember always being one of those girls that dreamed of having a high school sweetheart, and then running away with them once we got out of school, &then we'd go on adventures &take on the whole world together...
I'm not sure if I still believe in that, though, anymore, to be quite honest. I'm just getting by day by day, hoping I get a good grade on something that I didn't study for. You know me, always procrastinating. ;)
So as you can tell, I do not have a prince that has come to sweep me off the ground yet, but when I do, I'll be sure to tell you, because then we can fangirl very hard together. :)
What's your status about, my love? I couldn't help but notice it. ♥

Ohmygosh, hello there! I've missed you so much! I'm sure you have so much to tell me. I'm excited, you better reply soon, I've missed you. I'm very glad you thought of me, actually♥
http://her-eyes-arr-l0vely.tumblr.com/
Since you're always on Tumblr, that one's mine, I'll follow you back, just tell me the link to yours. Also, I guess I have to catch you up on a lot of things! Here I go! I'll put it in sections, just because I'm an organized little f/ck. ;)
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Hm, well, to update you on my life, I haven't been playing tennis since my match, actually. I haven't been doing any sports at all, except I DID start playing the guitar a few months ago, &I honestly can't get enough of it. It's become my life.
School's okay. I'm passing by with decent grades. There's not much to say about how school is going, except I'm really not sure on how I feel about people anymore. I've been growing more distant with people, not worried about being alone anymore, since I figured out that being alone is so much better for me, anyways. I really have no shame in walking down the hallways all alone while everyone else is in pairs.
Except for today, I wanted to cry when I saw all these couples walking out of my school together &being all cute &adorable. I mean, I guess I kind of wished I had that, with just anyone, but I won't ask for it.
Uh. I don't really know what else to say about myself, so I'm going to end it here. Ahaha. ♥
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NOW, ONTO YOUR BEAUTIFUL SELF, EH? ;)
It sucks that you think that Alex might be gay. Are there any other guys that you think might be the one for you? Any guys you're falling head over heels for? I wish you the very best, go out &enjoy yourself. ♥
&I totally understand you about not trying anymore &just looking like a mess, I've been doing that quite often &I'm very fond with it. It's quite great. No one to impress, just living life day by day.
Look at you, getting all of these incredibly sexy guys though! Congragulations, my friend! ;)
Go bang all of them. ASDFGHJKL♥♥
I'm sorry to hear about your family situations, but it sounds like they've cleared up, for the most part, at least. Yes?
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It was fantastic writing you this comment. Love you to death, don't forget to reply, &hopefully you'll have more flashbacks to write back to me.
Love you loads, Chandler♥

Gosh, I'm so sorry for the late reply! I'm trying harder to get to everybody's comments &catch up to them as quick as I can before I get an overload! But, I now do not need to fangirl over the wonderful time you're going to have at the Ed Sheeran concert, because YOU ALREADY WENT! OHMYGOSH, THAT IS FANTASTIC.
How was it? Did you have a blast? Did you get to get a piece of Ed's gingerly hair? Ohgosh, if you did, mail it to me. Put it in a jar or something. asdfghjkl♥
Hmm... pranks are pretty fun, I hope you pulled a lot of those! I know one prank, but it's pretty practical. Just put their hand in water &then they'll wet themselves. It's great. I did that to a few of my friends &it was fantastic(;
Hm.. I don't know any other really good ones that are creative, but I bet Google has tons of them. ^.^
Has anything new been going on with you lately? Any boys falling head over heals for you or something?
Well, I'm sure there is, I'd love to hear about everything going on. ^.^