luvshadowthehedgehog

...what hurts most...
...is knowing...

...I can't cry because I hate you...
...but only because I miss you...

♥ 

...lately, every night before I fall asleep...
...I've been crying...

...because it hurts so much...
...knowing you're so far away...
...and missing you so, so much...

♥ 

To those we love,

those enduring pain they definitely don't deserve,
those sitting quietly, no matter how much they ache,
those who say that they're fine, when we can see that they aren't,

those who we love, with all our heart.
we're here for you, I promise.

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To my dear johnny,

you have been put through so much pain which you don't deserve,
you have gone through it all without calls for sympathy or recognition,
you have told me you're fine, when I could hear the pain pushing in your voice,

you, who I love, with all my heart.
I'm here for you, always, I promise.
♥ 

why is hello so easy,
while goodbye is so hard?

because hello is...
the beginning,
the hope for the future,
and where you can start your dream.

and because goodbye is...
the end,
the dissipation of a future,
and the disappearance of what was once a dream.

then why is goodbye so easy,
while hello is so hard?

because goodbye is...
the finish,
the flood of relief,
and when you can finally let go.

and because hello is...
the start,
the uncertainty of what is to come,
and what may be your only opportunity to start holding on.

hello and goodbye are not one without the other.
neither are all good while neither are all bad.
but each one comes up in a split second, and you can't afford to waste them.
so for each, make sure they are treasured.
♥