bri♥16♥dancer♥senior♥single♥
I love my friends, I don't know where I'd be without them. nk.ab.cm.cm.cs.db.jr.as.♥
Someone once told me that you can't be bestfriends with a boy because you always end up falling for them. I didn't think it was true until I fell for this one boy, we weren't super close at the time, but still. Anyway, it didn't work out. I had this best guy friend, that I won't name, and we had been bestfriends for 2 years, and I liked him off and on again, and I never knew if he liked me. Turns out he did, we dated for 4 months. Basically, he's not the person I thought I knew for 2 years, and we don't talk anymore. Fucker. Anyway. This is going to sound really bad on my part, but while I was dating that douchebag I got really close with that other guy I mentioned a few seconds ago, and he sorta replaced the other guy as my bestfriend. Wanna know a secret? I never lost feelings for this boy. I tried to, but they're still there. Not as much as before, but they're there. I love this boy to death, he's my bestfriend and I don't know what I would do without him. He's helped me so much with anything and everything- he's there for me no matter what. Why am I telling you my love life? Oh, cause it's 1 am and I have nothing else to do. I hope this story didn't confuse you with the two boys mentioned..Oh yeah the point of this story...I guess that person was right. You can never just be best friends with the opposite sex...<3
What else can I ramble on about...I guess it doesn't really matter. I doubt anyone will ever read this. :p Whatevs. I like talking to myself...I was on a roll for a while...maybe cause that's all that's bothering me right now. Dunno. Anyways, if anyone ever reads this, I hope I kept you entertained. I had a long night, and a long day and I'm running on 6 hours of sleep in a tent. Okay, I'm done talking now...
Tonight, I learned that the boy I broke up with in May cheated on me with one of my best friends. Tonight, I learned that he also lied to me about smoking pot our whole relationship. Tonight, I realized I've never hated anyone so much as I do these two people. I don't talk to either of them anymore, they're both potheads and probably did stuff behind my back. Tonight, I learned I can't trust anyone easily. This boy used to be my best friend, and me and the girl were really close. Now, they're nothing to me. And that's what they'll be from now on.
I have better friends now. Ones that don't smoke, don't do stuff behind my back, and most of all they don't lie to me. <3
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me:
dont put
yourself down im sure youll get through this constant argument phase
sooon
my best friend (guy): How can someone who puts
herself down say tht Bri ur my best friend so be happy but not for the wrong
reason Ik
this is random but ur important to me to ok
me: i know i know... youre my best friend too and
youre
important to me. i know im doing it for the wrong reasons but 2 people have
told me that he might actually like me but idk.. it just
kdfgxg
ugh. i dont
know. i know its bad what im doing. and its easier to give advice
then take it..
him: Bri there Is nothin wrong with u u
hav a Great
personality ur beautiful talented and smart why do u need him to
feel it
me: thank you ♥ and because
im a girl and
i have no confidence.
him: Why not hav confidence when u of everyone have
every reason to be
me: its just how i am... im slowly starting to feel better
about myself. im growing my hair out so i dont look like dumb my braces are
fixing my teeth, i feel skinnier cause im never home to eat
but thanks it means alot to me ♥
him: But how can u be insecure and not feel
lucky? U have nothin wrong with u so u take little things and
exaggerate them think of others who actually
hav reasons u
dnt
understand
U welcome
me: i love you ♥ you make me feel so much
better about myself.
him: I love you to but I honestly
dnt do
anythin
Bri it's so
easy to write this cuz all I'm doin is statin the obvious
me: ♥ youre my best friend.
him: And thts why I'm tryin to help
cuz
ur my best
friend♥
I love my
bestfriend. So much. <3