lwd5997

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Joined: May 22, 2011
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heey, the names Kayla. Im 14 years young and working on never getting older. It seems everyday I learn something new and become and even more nervous of the word death thats rounding the corner. We only live once and I don't intend on wasting it. I try so hard to make each moment count and not let any point in time pass me by because if you can do that, you'll be ready to go when your time comes and truly live forever. I love Leoanardo DiCaprio you will probably soon learn. 

Quotes by lwd5997

Don't mess with someones relationship just because you cant get one.
Sooo low. 
Grow up.
im not saying youre stupid. Im just saying I dont think your train of thought ever left the station.

why do the prettiest girls have the ugliest attitudes?

I think Lady Gaga just puts glue on herself and rolls around in random items.

Boy: I think I like this girl.
Girl: really who!?
Boy: umm, she kinda looks like you.

Girl: aww, is it me? <3 :-)
Boy: no, your sister.
Girl: .....
I remember the first night we ever talked. your best friend and mine were texting and my best friend told your best friend how cute i thought you were. I remember the text you sent me that night. hey qt its will I remember it saying. I remember talking to you for the rest of the night until you were too tired to stay up and went to bed. I remember that date too. September 29, 2011 it was. I remember the next day when I got home from school I sat on the couch and wondered if I should text you. I remembered my phone vibrating and it was you. heeyy it said. I remember you came to my volleyball game that day but i was playing with varsity so you didnt see me play. I remember texting you everyday after that. I remember feelling happy. you were one of the 2 cutest sophomores in the school and i couldnt believe you were texting me. me. I remember feeling pretty for once because I wasnt talking to you. popular you. I remembered finally having self confindence. i remember how jealous people were and i would just smile and say yeah when they asked if i talked to you. I remember people telling me you told your friends you were talking to me. I remember everything you said to me when you were high. I remember when we were both sad you couldnt come to my bonfire. but i also remember the day it ended for us. i remember thinking you liked me but then my best friend told me she heard from one of you friends you thought of us as just friends. I remember being sad but knowing we had to start somewhere. I remember one of your friends texting me and saying they were going to fix it because they felt bad for. i remember telling them not to but they did anyway. I remember what they said and how mad I was. I remember texting to the next day trying to fix it. I remember how confused you were with everything. And then I remember we never talked again after that. It all just ended and I was heartbroken. I remember crying all the time because I thought we were one day going to be together. I remember thinking I wasnt ever going to find someone like you. I remember thinking how it was way to good to be true. I remember finally after long sad days getting over you. But then I remember when we started texting once in awhile again. I remember how you became my venting buddy and i told you everything and you only cared because you liked to be in on the news and gossip. I remember thinking you actually cared how I felt. I remember when you and your best friend who set me up with you came over to go to the bathroom on halloween. I remember how excited I was that you were finally at my house. I remember every word you said to me. I didnt care that my family was watching us. I remember when we grabbed fudge and water and I ate fudge out of you best friends hand. I remember when you gave me a piece of your fudge because you had to much and couldn't eat it all. I remember how I felt about you. The way you looked at me. Your voice. How tall you were. The fact that you stuttered. I remember not caring about any flaws you had. I remember thinking they were all perfect. I remember trying to get over you the second time and I finally learned you weren't the one. I remember never giving up. I still know I never will. I want you and hopefully one day ill get you. I will always remember.
I always saw quotes saying you always fall for your best guy friend. And everytime I would wonder how? They're to much of a brother, of a friend. But now I get it, I can see why. Because I too have fallen for my best guy friend and although he has a girlfriend, he's fallen for me too.

Focus on the future, because looking back only causes pain. Remember that sunshine is always better after a little rain <3

I love you, 
I really do. 
But I can't wait for you any longer.
I have a life to get back to.
Your dick belongs in your pants, not your personality