a year ago I was a completely different person. today, I
would've never guessed I would be a girl thinking about
committing suicide. the past month has been the worst of my
depression. I don't how much longer I can put up with it. but
the saying is true, nobody cares until it's too late. and
I'm starting to realize that. but it is too late. I've
tried to help myself, and get help. but nobody listened to me.
nobody cared. nobody tried to help until today. but it means
nothing to me now. everybody's "I'm
sorry's." or "I love you's." it means
nothing. if they cared it wouldn't have been taken this far,
and suicide would never be on my mind. I know you witty girls
will care, well, some. and I'm sorry if I've disappointed
any of you. this is just a vent.. maybe my last. I know
nobody will care, it's not like people in my real life did
anyway.
if you're still reading this, thank you...