I know that feeling and honestly I've been there. And though it's sad to say, my boyfriend changed it. But I let people decide my happiness. You shouldn't. You're beautiful, strong, and young. You have all the time in the world. You will get your chance at happiness. Whether its with a boy or girl is up to you.
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Beautiful and deserve to be happy. Xoxo Kaley