madisonballer44

Do you love me ?
Do you wanna be my friend ?
And if you do , well then don`t be afraid
to take me by the hand , if you want to ,
I think this is how love goes ?
check yes or no (:?

March 4th (: Twin ?(:

I live in a house where noone cares about me . The only person who kinda cares is my dad. My house is full of disapointments . I pretend i have a great life , but its not easy to paint on this fake smile ive kept on my face for the longest time. . I have a hatefull mom . I ask her one question and she yells . My sister used to beat me just for wearing her cloths . my oldest brother lives with his mom and i have no conection with him at all . my 18 year old brother all he does is smoke weed . I live in hell . Sometimes im scared to wake up in the morning because i dont  know what mood my family will be in . My family calls me annoying . all i do is try to put fourth effort to make us a better family but it doesnt work . about a year ago is when this all went more down hill when my brother got in a car accident . the guy in the other car died , and it was a close call for my brother too . he broke all his ribs and was in a coma for 19 days . it was the worst thing ever , the cause was my brother was high driving . and the guy in the other car was drunk . after the accident my brother stopped smoking . but now he does it again . he steals money from my parents to smoke more and more every day . all it does it tear my family appart . ive tried talking to him but theres not a moment i can talk to him when he isnt high . my life isnt as easy as i make it seem . Im an emotional reack .

Fav if you staayed home from school today (:

I want a Witty bestfriend (:

Sothere is this boy , he was in my life from kindergarden to 7th grade. He was my bestfriend , he stuck by me through everything. He was who I talked to when my mom was sick . Hes the one I could call if i was crying and he`d sit on the phone just to listen to me cry . We dated for 13 months , on and off for two years . Now that thats over , I lost my bestfriend , my other half , but most importantly my smile </3 When I try talking to him he walks away . I miss him ...... And i dont know what to do !

>S U I C I D E..
...Should not exist. but what is a quote going to do? its going to do a lot. I want a petition to go around of witty and i want you to repost this quote with your name signed. after i get all of these names i am going to make a YouTube video of all the witty profile names that took out a few minutes to read and repost this quote. lets show these people how much we care and someday we can put a end to this!
stay strong

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Madisonballer44

Baby I will wait for you , cause I dont know what I can do dont tell me I ran out of time , if it takes the rest of my life ill wait for you .

I just wanna see his smile be because of me one more time !

                                HIm ♥ -
                             Chapter one
My name is Madison . His name is Kyle . Hes the  boy that makes me put silly little hearts on my paper ! Hes the boy that at one point I wanted to spend my life with ! Hes the boy I met in kindergarden and I liked him since third grade ! I finnally got up the nerve to tell him I like him the summer leading to seventh grade ! He liked me too ! We dated on and off for a long time . We were together for 13 months . It was the best 13 month of my life ! While we were dating this girl Abby , she decided she liked him , so she took him . He never had his first kiss , because i was scared to be his first . But on valentines day of 2010 him and Abby kissed right in front of me ! I cried ! We dated again after that , but we broke up . After that we "talked" then all the sudden he quit talking to me and its been months since we had a conversation . My school went on a three day trip to Washington D.C , and durring that trip Kyles friends told me he called me a hoe. So my friends went up to him , and he started to flip out . So I walked over there to see what was going on , I tried to walk over there to talk to him but his friend kept holding me back and saying no . When we dated he told me he could never yell at someone he loved . And finally his friend let me go . Kyle looked angry as I was walking over , his face was red and he was clinching his fist . He yelled and said can you please just go away , I said no . He grabbed his jacket and walked away . I cried at the dinner cruise we were at . The last day at our trip we got dinner at the Hard Rock Cafe , and he spit spitballs at me , I looked over to his table and he was laughing with all his friends and when me and him made eye contact he got a look on his face like a sad puppy , like he knew what he did was wrong . I asked my friend Andrew for his view on it knowing hes a guy , and he said he thinks Kyle loves me but puts on a show . I love Kyle .  I miss him . but he`ll never know .