mandyldwhite

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Joined: June 3, 2009
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 78289

- sweetheart, the names amanda -

I'm not perfect, neither are you.

born: june14
grade: 10

I fell for someone,
And I fell hard.
I have had my heart completely crushed,
And I've learned to deal with it.

Attention, is not my middle name.
I actually hate when people stare.
I get really bothered when people don't spell
things properly or write " lyk dis"
I love black and white quotes the best.

My life hasn't been an easy one,
And I'm not sure how I would've survived without my older brothers.
They are my world.

Dont like me, dont talk to me .
I don't live to please you baby, so either get off my page
or find someone else to hate on.



 

 

Quotes by mandyldwhite

I'll be the reason you believe in love.
I swear it to you.
I won't let you fall without my arms around you.
I won't let a tear fall down your frail face.
I won't let you see the darkness around you.
I will only show you the light and love in life.
You expected our love to just bloom and you left me to fight for us, myself
I'm only losing my mind,
losing myself,
losing my heart
without you here,
its not like i need you
&+ Today I decided that I didn't need to look back anymore.
I wasted one too many days on the boy that broke my heart
and really didn't care about me. I'm not saying I'm over him
or that I hope he dies. I'm saying that I'm done being sad
over someone who isn't. I'm done beating myself up for 
things that I had no control over. He decided that he was
too good for me and that's fine with me because in all
honesty, I'm too good for him. He broke my heart. We
can't be friends because we've tried. So, time to move on.


 

rip apart my heart, thread by thread

The other day I was having a really bad day.
Nothing was going right and I just wanted
to spend my night in bed crying. I had texted
my male best friend a few hours prior and he
did not answer me. I felt very alone and even
more sad. At around 12:30am my cellphone
started ringing. I answered it seeing as it was
him. He kept apologizing over and over for not
calling sooner. His phone didn't have service 
until just then when he received the text. He 
then just kept asking me if I was okay and if
he could do anything to help. I stopped him 
and I asked if he was driving. He said yes, I
asked why on earth he was driving and talking
to me at the same time. It was very unsafe
and he said he couldn't wait to get home to 
call me. He had to make sure I was okay right
there and then. I told him I was alright but that
he just made everything that much better. He
told me he loved me and I told him to text me 
when he was home safe. That is my best friend
and the boy I love. Always watching out for me
by putting himself in danger as well. He honestly
means the world to me. And cannot be replaced.

The walls are caving in,
It's too late to make my escape 
 And I have finally figured out why my
11 : 11
wishes never work out. It is because
it is never the same time around the 
world. So you are just wasting your
wish. I'm going back to shooting stars
four leaf clovers and birthday candles.
 you've made my heart stop since the very beginning



And the worst feeling in the world,
Was crying for so long and so 
hard that I had no more tears
to cry. That my sobs sounded
like I was breathing normally,
and my eyes hurt from being
squeezed shut. That my ears
ached from having my music
blasting insanely loud and
my pillow stained black from
my mascara. And feeling
my heart crack, break and
shatter into a thousand 
different pieces and spread
into different parts of my body
So that  I feel the pain in every
step I make, with every breath
I take and every smile I
fake



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