mandyyy

Status: Self-destructive.
Joined: September 9, 2013
Last Seen: 7 years
user id: 371300
Location: island of misfit toys
Gender: F
Mandy. 16. Fragile and aloof.

Quotes by mandyyy






But when it came right down to it,
the skin of my  wrist looked so white and defenseless that I couldn't do it.
It was as if what I wanted to kill wasn't in that skin or in the thin blue pulse that jumped from under my thumb,
but somewhere else, deeper, more secret, and a whole lot harder to get at.


-- Slyvia Plath, The Bell Jar



 
 
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We are torn between nostalgia for the unfamiliar and an urge for the for the foreign and strange.
As often as not, we are homesick most for the places we have never known.
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Because that's the thing about depression.
When I feel it deeply, I don't want to let it go.
It becomes a comfort.
I want to cloak myself under it's heavy weight and breathe it into my lungs.
I want to nurture it, grow it, cultivate it.
It's mine.
I want to check out with it, drift asleep wrapped in it's arms and not wake up for a long, long time.
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"Do you wonder whether people would like you more or less if they could see inside you?If people could see me the way I see myself—if they could live in my memories—would anyone, anyone, love me?


 - Colin Singleton (John Green, An Aboundance of Katherines)
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you messaged me on facebook, telling me how much you miss me..


but the thing is,

do you truly, honestly miss me?

or are you just bored again?


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I don't get waves of missing you anymore,
they're more like tsunami tides,
in my eyes.
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I guess that's what saying good-bye is always like--like juming off an edge.
The worst part is making the choice to do it.
Once you're in the air, there's nothing you can do but let go.
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i really do not understand how a person customizes their own profile with the html shiz and make it look different im just like sitting here with my plain profile and plain quotes and wow that seems too much work for me but i dont get how you guys 'design' your profiles and quotes but maybe im also just too lazy to figure out how to do it so yeah
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The things you hope for the most

are the things that destroy you

in the end.
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Witty Survey:

Cross Off the Things You Have Done



Graduated high school
Kissed someone
Smoked a ciggarete
Got so drunk you passed out
Rode in a police car for something you didn't do
Rode every ride at an amusement parkt an amusement park
Collected something really stupid
Gone to a rock concert
Help someone
Gone fishing
Watched 4 movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep
Lied to someone
Snorted cocaine
Dealt drugs
Been in a car accident
Been in a Tornado
Done hard drugs
Watched someone die
Been at a funeral
Burned yourself
Ran a marathon
Cried yourself to sleep
Spent over $200 in one day
Flown on a plane
Sat first class (1st seat ) on a plane
Cheated on someone
Been cheated on
Written a 10 page letter
Gone skiing
Been Sailing
Cut yourself
Had a best friend
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something
Been to jail
Dangerously close to being in jail
Skipped School
Skipped a class
Had Detention
Got in trouble for something you didn't do
Stolen books from a library
Gone to a different country
Dropped out of school
Been in a mental hospital
Been treated in a mental hospital
Have watched all the Harry potter movies
Had an online Diary
Fired a gun
Had a yard sale
Had a lemonade stand
Actually made money off of the lemonade stand
Been in a school play
Been fired from a job
Taken a lie detector test
Swam with dolphins
Gone to seaworld.
Gone to seaworld and seen Shamo
Got absaloutly socked by Shamo.
Voted for someone on a reality TV show
Written poetry
Read more than 20 books a year
Written over a 30 page essay
Gone to Europe
Loved someone you shouldn't have
Befriended someone you shouldn't have
Used a colouring book over the age of 12.
Had surgery
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument
Had more than 5 im's/chats online going all at once.
Overdosed
Had a drug or alcohol problem
Relative to someone with a serious alcohol/drug problem
Been in a fist fight
Gone surfing in California
Had or have a pet hamster
Pet a wild animal
Used a credit card
Did "spirit day" at your school
Dyed your hair
Got a tatto.
Had something pierced
Got straight A's.
Been on Honor roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS
Fell in love/ had or have a crush on your bestfriend.

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