no matter how hard i try or how much i do i can never please
i honestly have no idea y it matters to me anymore because
nothing i do is ever acceptable. its always outrageous or stupid
to you. im so sick of you always putting me down and not being
able to say anything about it.
im not allowed to have my own emotions in this family and i dont
understand why i even stay here. id much rather just run away
somewhere. every time i talk to a guidance counselor they tell me
i shud talk to you about it. as if i havnt tried that with
absolutely everything. its not as if im some stupid irrisponsible
teenager that just tries to get my mother mad
i hate how unjust you are about absolutely everything. if i get
mad at you, you yell at me untill im forced to pretend I have
done something wrong and apologize TO YOU. you find the things
that are most important to me and you threaten to take them away
if i do annything wrong. and if they cant be taken away, you make
fun of them.
im done with you. im so sick of dealing with this and i dont want
to do it anymore. if i could run away i would. but i cant because
if i ever came back you would yell at me for it and i would just
feel worse and run away again.
thanks for everything