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Oh How I Wish...
Chapter 67
 (A One Direction Fan-fiction)

"How long has it been?" I asked Jill, pacing back and forth. "Rosie, it's ony been a minute and a half, we need to wait for five, for both of them." she replied. I just took the test, well actually two, and I was so scared. Jill was sitting on her counter trying to clam me down but I couldn't be calm at a time like this.  I was pacing and sliently thinking about this. What if I was pregnant? Would Harry want to keep it, more importantly, would I? How would we pay for it, how would my parents react? After about a thousand questions, the timer went off. I stopped and looked at Jill and said, "You look first.". She nodded and picked up the first test. She stared at it for a minute, blankly. Then she put it down and picked up the next, did the same thing. After she put down the last test, she looked at me and said, "You should look.". I walked over to the counter and looked down at both of them at the same time. I saw the little symbols, both of them the same, and knew what this meant. I backed away, not saying anything. A tear fell from my face and Jill smiled. I hugged Jill as hard as I could. We both released and then we both started screaming and jumping up and down, laughing and smiling. "Oh my god, thank god I'm not pregnant, AHHH!" I screamed. Jill was also really excited for me. I picked up the phone and dialed Harry's number. It started to ring and I heard a "Hello?". Me and Jill both started screaming into the phone together and even I couldn't make out what it sounded like. "Slow down and one at a time." he said, laughing, he could tell we were excited. "Harry's you can skip on buying the dippers, because I'm not pregnant!" I said. "Oh thank god." I heard him sigh. I laughed and we arranged our plans for tomorrow, which I was secretly dreading, for two reasons. One, it was their last concert in New York, or anywhere around me, for a LONG time. I wouldn't see Harry for a couple of months after this. Second, Faith was going to be there, front row. Somehow, someway she would make this miserable for me. After I hung up, I texted Robby, I hated knowing that he was mad at me. "Hey Robby, just lettin u no that im not pregnant, txt bac ok?" I typed. Me and Jill just hung out for a couple of hours and then I went home. As soon as I walked through the door, I heard footsteps coming down the steps, it was my mom. "Rosie, what the hell is wrong with you?" she yelled. "Aparently a lot." I said, shocked. She always said that to me when she was mad, but I was shocked because I didn't know what I did wrong. "I got a call from your principle today, actually getting up and leaving school, that wasn't part of the deal." she said. "Mom, I know, and I'm so sorry, but my teacher wouldn't let me go to the nurse's office, and Harry was-" she cut me off. "Rosie, that boy has done nothing but get you in trouble. Maybe your father was right, maybe you shouldn't be seeing him.". My stomach fell right to my butt. "No mom, this is my fault, not Harry's please, I need to see him, you can't tell me I can't." I said. She raised her eyebrows and said, "Oh yes I can, I'm your mother, and you're not leaving this house this weekend, you're not going to that concert." she said. "Mom no! Please, this is the last time I'll see him for months, please!" I said, starting to tear. "I hope you had fun with him today, because you're not seeing him for a couple of months." she said, turning around and walking away. "I did! And it's not over yet, I'm seeing him tomorrow, I don't care what you say." I said, crossing my arms, still standing where I had entered. She turned around and said, "You talk to me like that again, and you'll never see any boy again." she said, walking away. I picked up my phone and texted Harry, saying, "Change of plans, pick me up in an hour, sooner actually.". I ran up to my room and grabbed a bag. I stuffed it with clothes, pj's, and all my nessities. Nicole was on her bunk and as she watched she said, "What are you doing?". I stopped packing and walked over to her and said, "Look Nicole, I need you to do me a favor. I'm leaving tonight, I'm going to Harry's place, you can't tell mom or dad and you need to cover for me, please, do this one thing and I'll tell them this was all my idea and I forced you to do this.". She never did anything for me, but I could tell she knew I meant this and needed her. "Okay, fine, but if you sleep with him..." she started. "Don't worry, I'm not going to." I said. I finished up packing when my mom called me down to dinner. We all eat, me in scilence, and after I went back upstair, I had a text saying, "Okay, but why? What's going on?". It had been about 40 minutes since I texted him and I replied, "Hurry up, and I'll explain when you get here.".

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Oh How I Wish...
Chapter 25
 (A One Direction Fan-fiction)

We all got into the car, Harry driving, me next to him and Nail and Jill in the back. We drove into the city, and the plan went perfectly, now just to think up another for tomorrow. On the way, I continued to tell the story and Harry pitching in sometime to ask for directions or to elaborate on a part in the story. Jill would add in a "Oh my god!" or something like that every once in a while. I looked back, and Naill had her hand, rubbing her wrist. They didn't notice me, Jill had her head down and Naill was looking down to. I just looked, because I knew Naill had noticed. "Hey, why's yo-" Harry started, I turned back around and put my finger to my mouth, "Shh." I whispered. I turned back around, Naill whispered something into her ear, and she smiled. They looked at each other, it was adorable. Then Jill looked up, so I quickly turned back around before she saw me. "Rosie, what happened next?" she asked. "Yeah, it's getting good." said Naill, he was interested too because this whole weekend, he didn't really know what was going on, neither did the other boys. As we pulled up to central park, me and Jill looked at each other, rather confused. "Harry, what are we doing here?" I asked. "Me, Jill and Naill are going to help you cross off an item on your bucket list." he said as he smiled. "We are?" asked Jill. Naill giggled and turned to her, "Yeah, come on, it'll be fun." he said. Jill nodded. Not really remeber when, but at some point I had mentioned to Harry and the boys about me bucket list, some chat in the limo. "Harry, which one?" I asked. "You're not going to find out by sitting here." he said. I smiled and got out of the car, as the rest did. We rushed to the towards the back of the park, to aviod people. As we aproached, I spotted at least 50 balloon carts. Me and Jill looked at each other with our mouths open and wide eyed. "Harry, no, you, didn't!" I squealed as I hugged him. "Yeah, I did, but not without the help from Naill here, we know that Jill would like this too." as he winked to her, she blushed a little, but was trying to hide it. That got my blood going a little, but I knew it was nothing. Jill hugged Naill, "Thank you so much." she said quietly, then over to Harry and said the same. I went over and hugged Naill, then he whispered, "How many people know about her cutting issue?". I relased him, and said quickly, "Me, you and her. She wears wristbands. And her scars are worse than mine." Jill cut, bad. Those scars were not going away, mine on the other hand weren't as bad, I stopped cutting a while back and the scars were almost completly gone. But Jill still cut and I still try to make her stop, but she's hook, it's like her drug. I walked over to Harry, grabbed his hand and started walking towards the carts, and Jill did the same Naill. "Alright, Rosie, Jill, care to go first." Harry said, with his arm around me. "Yeah, come on Jill, let's go." I said as I grabbed her hand and ran over to get balloons. "Wait Rosie, how are going to do this?" she asked. "Um, I dunno." I replied. I got an idea. "Okay, Harry, you count for me, Naill you count for Jill, we'll go at the same time though and hopfully stay on the same track." I said. "Okay, easy enough." said Harry. "Ready Jill." I asked. "Ready." she said as she smiled. I took a balloon and so did she, "One." we all said. We did that up until about 2,000. I had no idea that 1,000 balloons could fit into one hand. We couldn't risk squeasing anymore into our hand, so the others would fly away. "Rosie, how many more you think?" Jill asked. "Not sure, but not more than 100 I think." I said. "Same." she said. I really hope she didn't need less than me, but I didn't want less than her eaither. "Okay, Naill, start tying balloons to Jill, and I'll do the same to Rosie." said Harry. "Okay." said Naill. They both started to tie balloons around our wrists, and Harry and I were chatting about tomorrow's plan. Then my feet started to lift a bit. "Rosie, we only need a few more." said Harry as he got another 2 balloons. I looked over at Jill, she looked so happy with Naill. Harry tied on 4 more balloons and then it happened. "Don't move Rosie, stay still." said Harry. He whiped out hid phone and took a picture, I was smiling so wide. Jill was still on the ground, but really close to not being there anymore. "How many is this Harry?" I asked. "Um, 2,505." he said. I couldn't believe it, that many. Harry saw my look. "Rosie, that's nothing, just wait until I go." he said as he smiled. Then Jill was off the ground. She was as excited as I was. "Harry, what do I do with these balloons now? I asked. "Give them to me." he said as I handed him the balloons, then I returned to the ground, I was less than a foot off the ground, but it felt like a hundred. Jill did the same with Naill. We started tying balloons around them just as they did to us. This whole time, fans and paps were watching and snapping pictures. But no one bothered us, they knew it meant a lot to us, which we apreciated. After I tied the 3,200th balloon on Harry, he lifted. I almost ran out of room to tie balloons, so I stuck the last one in his mouth. I snapped a picture. He was so cute. He handed me all the balloons in his right hand. "Harry, what are you doing?" I asked. He looked at me and said, "We're going to let them go together.". He looked over at Naill and Jill, Naill had finished a few minutes ago. "Hey Niall, me and Rosie will be right back." he said. "Okay mate." he said, still looking at Jill. We turned, hand in hand, and started walking the other direction.

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Protect Me.

Chapter 31

Brayden's POV
Something was pressing on my chest repetidley.
Everything was kind of fuzzy.
I could hear people panicking, but I wasn't sure why.
I reluctantly opened my eyes, and I saw I was in an ambulance truck.
"Mr Hicks? Can you hear me?" A woman in uniform asked me.
"Yeah, yeah what's going on?" I asked, confused.
"There's been a fire, you passed out from the smoke inhilation, but you're going to be fine." She said professionally.
She grabbed hold of my wrist to check my pulse, when suddenly it dawned on me.
"Where's Hope?!" I asked, desperate to know she was safe.
"Sir, stay calm." She ordered.
"Not until you tell me where she is!" I growled.
The woman looked at the surrounding paramedics, and one of them nodded their head at her.
"They couldn't save her." She said quietly.
Couldn't save her?
No... No.
She isn't dead.
She couldn't be dead.
I love her!
"How long have I been passed out?" I asked, so desperate.
"Not long, only a few minutes. But you need to stay calm." The woman barked.
So I'd only been here for a few minutes - Hope could still be alive!
I leapt up, shocking everyone in the ambulance and sprinted towards the dorm buildings.
I could hear people screaming at me not to, and firemen were trying to restrain me.
I forcefully shoved them off, and I took off my hoodie.
I put my hoodie under the huge hose they were squirting at the fire, so that it was soaking wet, then...
I ran inside.
The whole place was coming down.
I ran for the stairs, praying they were safe.
There was no other way, so I kept my back to the wall and made my way up.
Luckily we were on this floor.
Please hang in there baby girl.
I tried not to picture her scared, defeated face as she sat there waiting for death.
She can't leave me, I love her too much.
If we ever got out of here alive, I was marrying her.
Either we both got out of here, of none of us did.
I gasped as I reached the top of the stairs just as the ceiling fell down infront of me.
I jumped over it, so narrowly avoiding being burnt.
I then ran down the corridor, trying to hard to stay clear of the flames.
I found our door and it was already broken down.
I dodged my way through before I came to the bedroom.
There she was.
Oh my God.
"HOPE!" I screamed at her.
She didn't move.
She was crying, her whole body shaking with fear.
But she was alive.
"HOPE! LOOK AT ME!" I yelled at her.
She slowly raised her head.
"Am I dead yet?" She cried.
"No baby girl, but we need to get out!" I shouted.
She looked at me shocked.
"BRAYDEN! GET OUT GET OUT! You can't save me! Please go, go now!" She sobbed.
"I'm not leaving without you!" I swore.
I backed right up against the wall, so I had a good run-up for the massive jump.
Chances are, I either wouldn't make the jump, or land and break the floor.
"Hope! Stay back! I'm gonna jump!" I instructed.
"No no no!" She screamed.
I didn't wait for her reply.
I ran as fast as I could and leapt into the air.
I just kept focused on her angels face so that if I didn't make it, she would be the last thing I saw.
But then, my feet touched the floor.
And it didn't break.
What the hell?
I made it!
I wrapped her in my arms so tight I was probably hurting her.
"Put this on!" I ordered, handing her the soaked hoodie.
She put it on.
It would stop her from burning, or cool any burns she had.
She put it on obediantly.
"Get on my back baby girl, I'm getting us out of here!" I said.
"No Brayden! You'll never make it!" She cried.
She was right.
I didn't have as big of a run up, and I had her weighing me down.
But I wasn't giving up just yet.
"Get on my back!" I shouted.
She did as she was told.
"Don't look baby." I said softly.
She buried her face in my neck.
"Hope, I love you." I said, as I began to cry.
"I love you too Brayden." She said gently in my ear.
I turned my head round and kissed her so tenderly.
It was the most beautiful kiss I'd ever expirienced.
It was the most bitter sweet monent of my life.
"Now I'm gonna jump baby, so you need to hold on tight, okay?" I told her.
In response, she tightened her legs round my waist, and her arms round my neck.
"On the count of three." I whispered in her ear.
She nodded.
"One..." I began.
"Two..." She said shakily.
"Three!" We both shouted as I pushed off and prayed so hard that we made it.

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L o v e  O r  D e a t h
Sequel to Finding Me

Chapter 11
Belle's POV
We pulled up outside the church.
Kale climbed out first and held his hand out to me.
I took it and climbed out too.
I was shaking already.
Kale must've noticed because he gripped me round the waist firmly, supporting the majority of my weight.
"Take deep breaths." He murmured in my ear.
I nodded and tried to control my breathing.
We took out seats in the front row and waited as everyone else started to fill in too.
The vicar then appeared at the front and we stood to sing the first hymn.
It was one my grandad always liked.
My eyes were fixed on his coffin.
He was laying just inside there.
I cried and burried my face in Kale's shoulder.
He wrapped his arms round me tightly and I focused on listening to his voice alone.
The vicar then told us to be seated and the service began.
Luckily I didn't have to make a speech - no one asked me as I think they knew I wouldn't be able to cope.
I could only talk to Kale.
"You need some air?" He whispered.
Boy he was so cute.
"I'm good, but thanks." I half-smiled.
He nodded, smiling.
About half way through the service I felt myself looking at Grandad's coffin again.
Just a few days ago, the person in there was alive.
"Belle, breath." I was vaguely aware of something shaking me.
"Breath!" Something jerked me, and I saw it was Kale.
He grabbed either side of my face.
"Damnit Belle, I said breath!" He paniced.
Had I not been breathing?
I sucked in a breath and felt better.
"I-I think I need to get that fresh air now." I said weakly, looking at the coffin quickly before attempting to half-walk half-run down the aisle and into the church carpark.
I found the nearest bench, collapsed down into it and sobbed.
I felt so weak, and broken.
I heard the crunching of footsteps, and expected to look up to see Kale, but instead I saw Danny.
His eyes were puffy and red.
"Bellamie." He cried, running into my arms.
"Shh, it's okay." I said, even though it blatently wasn't true.
I rocked him back and forth, trying to calm him.
Kale then appeared, walking out the door and looking very stressed.
He sat down next to me, and rubbed Danny's back gently.
I passed my little brother onto my boyfriend as he was getting a little heavy.
He instantly wrapped his arms round Kale's neck.
So I cried.
I cried louder and harder than I ever had before.
I just let it all out.
It felt really good.
I cried so hard I nearly made myself sick, and was gagging.
That scared Kale so bad, but I couldn't help it.
I cried all my anger out.
"Kale-e" I sobbed, "Take me home."
"Belle, please calm down. I'll take you home right now, come on I'll get a cab."
"No! I want to go home. Take me back to Colorado. I can't do this anymore. I just can't."
"Baby I promise as soon as the funeral's over I'll take us straight to the airport."
"I've been so selfish. You haven't seen your family in over a month. All the school you've missed. I can't believe I did that. I'm sorry, Kale. I'm so sorry, can you ever forgive me?" I rambled.
"What?! Belle you have done nothing wrong! Just shh, you need to calm down, okay? Come on lets get you home. I think you need to go to sleep or something." He looked really scared.
Was I loosing my mind?
"What's happening to me?" I whispered, shocked.
"Come on!" Kale urged, tugging on my hand.
"My parents... The funeral!"
"They're the ones who suggested you go home."
"Okay." I sniffled.
But I wasn't sleeping when we got back to the house.
No.
We were packing, and going back to Colorado.

Sorry! I've been so busy lately:( I didn't like this chapter:( sorry:/

L o v e  O r  D e a t h
Sequel to Finding Me

Chapter 6
Kale's POV
I'd been in England a whole week now.
Honestly, I missed the snow of Colorado, and the weather here was so random, but I was with Belle and that's all that mattered.
We were snuggled up in her bed, watching a movie together.
It was just some random one that she'd picked, but I had no idea what was going on - I was just watching her instead.
Finally the credits rolled, and she turned the tv off.
She looked at me, her eyes drooping as she was sleepy.
She'd gained a bit of weight, thankfully.
The bags under her eyes were slowly fading, and she looked so much happier.
Since I'd been sleeping with her, she hadn't had anymore nightmares either.
I was more than a little proud.
"Go to sleep, Belle." I cooed.
"Sing me to sleep." She mumbled.
I chuckled.
This had become a regular thing - she loved my voice.
I knew I had a good voice, but I still got embarrassed.
I started humming the tune to 'I'm Yours' by Jason Mraz - she loved that.
She sighed contentedly, and clung to my chest closer.
She was asleep by the beginning of the second verse.

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I felt her stir slightly in my arms.
I groggily looked down to see her squinting.
The clock read 2:31am.
"You okay?" I asked, my voice thick with sleep.
"I think I hear my phone ringing." She replied, sleepy too.
I tried to listen, and I could hear it faintly too.
"Where is it?" I asked her.
"Here." She said, reaching under her pillow.
We both sat upright, with the duvet still around us as it was cold.
"Hello?" She answered.
I could hear the faint noise of someone on the other end talking.
Belle's eyes bulged slightly.
"Yes, yes is he okay? No, right I'll be there in 20 minutes. Thankyou."
"Is everything okay?" I asked nervously.
"No, they said something's wrong with him. I need to go. You go back to sleep, okay?" She tried to push me back down onto the pillows.
"Belle?! No way am I letting you go by yourself! Get dressed, I'm coming with you." I told her firmly.
She nodded, panicking and throwing on clothes, so she wasn't in her pyjamas.
We jumped in the first cab we saw, and headed straight for the hospital.
We jumped out, and headed for the doors.
We literally ran straight to his room.
Just as we were about to run in, she stopped me.
"What is it baby?" I asked, holding her.
"Kale." She whispered. "I'm scared."

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