Heartbroken
Every night when I fall asleep, I always end up thinking about you.
Your brown eyes and brown hair always bring a tear to my eye.
When you broke up with me; I thought "What am I going to do without you?"
You also told me you got over me a week before we broke up.
For several hours I tried thinking positive, nothing cheered me up.
You were my everything and I would do anything to be with you.
Knowing that you want nothing to do with me shatters my heart.
After we broke up, everywhere I went, I thought I saw you, but instead it was really somebody else.
When I did see you, tears would come flowing down my eyes.
After a week or so; you dated my best friend.
Are you trying to make me suffer ten times more?
Every single day my best friend would talk about you and how good of a boyfriend you are.
I always want to go in a corner and cry.
I didn't really want to say goodbye, but now I have to go away forever.
On May 29, 2011; you forgave me but on May 30; you left me again.
Why are you doing this to me?
My heart is shattered.
Nothing is going right.
Loving you is all I thought I could do.
Why don't you just put a gun to my head?
I'm dead inside and now out too.
I'm sorry for anything I ever did to upset you.
I miss
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