marissa18

Status: I think I'm In Love.. Just the fact that it's with you is a mistake.
Joined: December 10, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 249189
Gender: F
How can i love when im afaid to fall! one step closer! i hae died every day waiting for you!

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just to put this out there,,, im such a lame hobo... yes hobo c:
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.. I remember one time I had this boyfriend and...


.. then I woke up .___.
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2012 Survey
Friends:
1. Lost any friends? nope
2. Made any friends? yes
3. Been backstabbed? ya
4. Backstabbed someone else? nope
5. Fell for a friend?  YES

Love:
1. Had your heart broken? IDKK
2. Broken a heart? nop.. ye.. idk
3. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? yeah??
4. Cheated/been cheated on?  nope
5. Fallen for the "wrong person"? yes

Self-esteem:
1. Low or high? sure
2. Haven't self harmed since-? Never Self harm and proud of it!

Resolutions:
1. Your resolutions from 2012?  i dont remember... .___.
2. Accomplished? dont know...
3. Unsuccessful? I DONT KNOWWW
4. Resolutions for 2013?  Trick question.. we were supposed to die friday.
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I want to be the one... 
You fall asleep cuddling with
You text good morning to. 
You comfort when she's down
You laugh with when she's happy
I want to be that girl that
you love with all your heart. 
I want to be that girl you can’t stop thinking about. 
I want to be that girl that
you never thought you could love so much.
I want to be that girl that you love unconditionally.
I want to be her.
I want to be yours.
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Merry Christmas Eve Eve!!
Stiiting at home with a warm cup of coffee.
and a blanket...
can it get better?
i think not!
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Fifth Grade was the Worst. I had to transfer from catholic school to a charter school because mymom couldn't afford tuition. Now im not sayin i was one of those annoying preppy  holy kids.. i was the complete opposite! Any way. I went to school. tthe buiding was big new. just built. ".. It used to be an old Wherehouse!' i heard my new teacher saying as i walked in. "Oh hullo! how are ya?!?!" i was scared. i didnt answer i put my bag down and took a seat. "No! you don't Sit there Ms. Veronica. you sit over here!" she pointed at the one empty seat over by the window. i stood up and moved. the Girl next to me looked over at me and said "Hey, My Name Is Vanessa." I once again kept quiet. class began and we went through our day. i slowly Started talking to Vanessa. we were great friends all throuhgout 5th grade. we told each other everything! One day i Wrote on my Paper 'the techer is a b/tch' i got cought. i had a 3 day suspension. Vanessa asked what had happen one day after school, i explained to her she said okay. now dont ask me what she did to make this happen. but the next day she was sitting there with me. the next week went back to normal. Us both getting detentions together and suspnsions (that our parents were able to get off our permanent records) that how my 5th grade year ended! :)
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Okay first and second grade went by really fast so its a big blur.but i do remember my teachers. My first grade teacher wasold and mean! My second grade teacher was sweet! She loved cats and the colour purple! In Second grade i met two people i thought would be my "bffs". Truth be told, i was a bad Kid all my life. I'm not gonnaget into much about that. but i was terrrible! a nightmare. always in trouble by everyone. Third Grade was worse. because i was so bad my teacher hated me! I got detentions every day. i had detentions for not going to detention. I made my first holy communion that year. At such an early age I Veronica felt like the world had already turned against me. Like I was everyones problem. like i was a mistake. like.. like no one wanted me. I was lonley. even my mom tried leaving me i would cry my eyes out till she decided to stay. Then to make matters worse one day when i came home from school my house was unlocked all the lights were on in my house and my mom blamed me for it that it was my fault! We walked further into the house my mom went into the room "Veronica Stay in the front room dont come in here!" so like any other child would be i was curious. "What's Wrong?!" i yelled while walking into the room i looked on the dresser, my jewelery box with all my communion necklaces, rings, and other items GONE!!! I was crushed. again. We called the cops they came took prints and said they'd call with results. till this day we havent heard from them. Fourth grade i had the prettiest teacher! She was geourgous and nice. she got engaged during the school year and married in the summer. even from her and my previous third grade teacher i got detentions. (Still not liked very much) i continuously did bad things without regret. i Am now ashamed. and wishing everyone includingme could bossibly forget that.
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My mom pulled my favorite long-sleeved shirt off "Oh my God Veronica!! are you okay?!?" The nurse asked i cried. the reseptionist 4-11 to see what to do in the incedent of a burn. My mom mad, upset, and scared put me in the car and rushed me to White Tree Hospital. in the car i couldnt touch the saet. it burned.i couldnt be buckled. it burned. so she left me unbuckled sitting up.we go there i was attended to right away. i dont remember what had happened but i rmember my nurse, Michelle. She was nice. She applied medicine to my face, ear, back, and neck everyday. three days later she told me i was free to go home and go back to school. i was afraid to go back thinking i was gonna be judged. but no. the kids were just curious as to what had happend. they understood. Luckly i have healed, no big scars, just little ones that look like freckles. only on my left side.  my mom moved me to a different dentist. After that till i was seven i cried when i went to the dentist. I am now used to my dentist and the helpers.


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Okay, Honestly like any other kid.. i dont Really remember my first 2-3 years of life but i will tell you what i remember. therte wont be much detail but i will try. Okay what i remeber from wheni was 2 Was getting my dog, Her name was Trixie, she was the sweetet thing in the world! We had to put her down recently (12/1/12). but any way, i sat on the floor in the animal shelter and she came and layed down right in my lap. My parents knew she was the dog for us. We would come home, it was time for me to bathe. when ever i heard this i would run around the house in my diper a million times i was quiet an adoralbe child. haha! my dog would ALWAYS bark at me. this was also the year i had my first lollipop. One big cherry tootsie pop! YUM!
By the age of three i was in pre-school i had 3 BEST friends and i was one of the "mean girls" with them. their names, Vanessa, Gabriella, and Adrienne. thats all i remember from then. :/
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