Status: "I guess I grew up."
Joined: October 16, 2011
Last Seen: 7 years
user id: 228023
Gender: F

( (   WHAT    DO YOU WANT    from me?  
»  SWEETHEART.  BEAT the drum 
with me,  I'M NOT AMERICA'S  sweetheart  

I'm Heaven, & yes it's my real name.  

Quotes by mayday


As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
- Andy Biersack

just because 
you're not society's 
idea of perfection

doesn't mean that
you're not 
my idea of 



     ❝ I wish I could do better by you.

cause that's what you deserve ;  you sacrifce so much of your life
in order for this to work. While I'm off chasing my own
           dreams, sailing around the world
please know that I'm yours to keep.
My beautiful girl.
            When you cry, a piece ( of my heart dies )
knowing that I may have been the cause if you were to leave, fufill someone else's dreams 
I think I might be totally lost.❞  


If you didn't cut last night, I'm proud of you. 
         If you didn't purge last night, I'm proud of you. 
                    If you ate something last night, I'm proud of you. 
  If you calmed yourself, I'm proud of you.
 If you didn't let the bullies get to you, I'm proud of you.
                                             And last -- but not least.
If you stayed alive another night, I am proud of you

One half of me is
 (a hopeless romantic) 
 and the other half 
is damn realistic. 


  with cities I've never been too.            
                People I've            


I miss you.   I miss you so much.  I just.. I guess I just wanted to 

hear your voice.  


Sometimes you just have to remind yourself that it'll be okay, 
maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow, but one day.
Say it enough that one day, you will actually believe it.
Remind yourself that things have changed, it changed for
a reason, people change for a reason. You just gotta
let go and move on. It's going to be hard and you're going
to feel lonely - but just hold on. Cause who's to say that
tomorrow won't be the best day of your life

Hey there,
little fighter,  

soon things will get brighter. 


Keep othe sunny side.