he
left you, didn’t he? after telling you
everything you wanted to hear. he made you feel loved and needed;
more than any girl could dream of. you told each other cute things
and held back the urge to say "i love you". he texted you
first thing in the morning, and last thing at night. he seemed
perfect, up until he broke your heart. he started to send you short
replies and stopped talking to you in the hallways. you were
hoping in your heart that it was
just temporary, but if it isn’t you want him to tell you so
that you can stop wasting your time. you cared about him so much,
but he left you waiting, waiting for him to actually SHOW that he
cared about you. But he never did. You only realize how much you
loved him, when you watch him like someone else. each night you go
to bed and you’re proud of yourself for surviving another day
without him. you’re having a really hard time though. he
betrayed you..he broke you.. you miss how happy you were with him.
when anyone asks you what’s wrong, you tell them it’s
nothing, because you know that if you tell them they'll only
PRETEND to understand. no one really will though. they'll hear
your words, but they won’t actually LISTEN to what you're
saying. just remember that the pain you're feeling is
inevitable, but the suffering is optional. it's hard to forget
about someone who gave you so much to remember. but don’t let
him bring you down. don’t give him that joy and satisfaction.
sometimes horrible things happen, you just have to shake it off and
get over it. you’ll be okay. he doesn’t really care if
you’re miserable so you might as well be happy. stay strong
and show him that you don’t need him, and that he meant as
little to you as you did to him. good things fall apart so better
things can fall together. so keep your head high, your chin up, and
keep smiling, because life is a beautiful thing; and there is SO
much more to smile about
