mcrazypixie

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does it mean I'm lost?

Hey everyone, my name is Isidora [Issy-dora]. My profile is CaptainJackSparrow now, since I couldn't access this one for ages! But I'm kinda glad I did now.. I live in Serbia (southeastern Europe) and I'm trying to live life to the fullest. I am afraid of heights (and falling) and I want to make a bucket list. I love Pretty Little Liars and Doctor Who, Harry Potter, LOTR, POTC... I like shopping and coffee, and I LOVE COLDPLAY! That's it. If you want more, comment, or do it on the other profile. :)
Bye!
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I don't know if I can do it
But I still try.

Because that's the only way to find out.

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inspirational

And just when you think you found a special boy who won't disappoint you,

he does.

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vent

So you like her
better than me? Fine, go there and be her boy.

 

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love

You know that feeling when,
you're on your period, and all you want to do is just scream: 'Leave me alone.' and cuddle into a ball.

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vent

You are the first boy ever I actually love. But, seriously? I was shaking in tears yesterday. I didn't care if someone watched. I just did. For some stupid reasons, but that's not the matter now. You, as him, should've come and ask what's wrong.

But you didn't.

Ha, what did I expect. After, you came to my friend and gave her a test she gave you to practice. You didn't even look at me. And I remembered, then. You would cherish someone 'popular', who your friends would cherish too. But that's not an excuse, 'cause if you really loved me, you should've shown it. My stupid little heart. And I thought your eyes speak true. Guess I was wrong.


I just needed a vent. </3


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And that's;

how much you care.
I mean really. You saw me. Crying. In the hallway. I walked past you. And I understand you might be ashamed to talk, but you didn't even ask what happened. Fine, boy.
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vent

I love you more than I can ever scream.
--somebody just mixed it up. They didn't put it under source. I fixed it. Very pretty (:
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love


Boys...

... are dumbs.
I mean they leave us, girls, just because they got bored, or that's what this guy James said. -.- Seriously, stop it. Poor guy.
♥

*not my format.


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celeb

I am disappointed in myself.

Today, I had this small concert of 'students which go to music school'.

I practiced all the time, while others were having fun.

I came on the scene, and FAILED so bad.

I think I was the worst one.

I'm so disappointed. I know to play violin, I know, a got an A.

But what happened? I got scared.

Of what ? Of kids, 7 year olds?

I am SO disappointed in myself, I can't even look in the mirror anymore.

Teachers, which thought I was talented, were disappointed.

I thought I'd be better. But no.

And it's like this every time.

And then my mom: then she's disappointed.

I just can't take this any longer.

I think I'll cry so bad tomorrow, I really do not care who's watching.

I'm lazy, stupid and not talented.

So I'm thinking I should give up on everything.

I'm not successful, so there's no point.

I don't have real friends. I don't have support.

I think, you know, I'm fat. Which I am.

I feel like vomiting every time I get into bathroom. But I still don't.

So, this just doesn't make sense.



If you read 'till the end, I love you so much. ♥


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