me_just_me

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Joined: November 16, 2016
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Quotes by me_just_me

It's funny how we think other people will hurt us; when sometimes it's us who hurt ourselves.
I want to talk to you so badly but it's hard for me to admit that I made a mistake. I can't swallow my pride and tell you I'm sorry because I'm scared you won't care, and I can't deal with that pain. I think about you everyday and I just needed this time without you to realize that I do need you in my life. I miss us... I know we weren't perfect but nothing is. We had our bad times, but the good times outweighed the bad. I can't be the way I was with you with anyone else. I still love you, and I'm really hurting without you. It was just easier for me to let you go because I know it was only a matter of time before you let me go. It was easier for me to hurt myself than to be hurt by you. I miss you and feel empty without you. If you see this I know it's because you were seeing if I posted anything about you, and you were woondering if I still care. Well I do and since you're reading this you do too. Call me if you see this..I miss the sound of your voice I keep replaying all the times you said "I love you" in my head. I'll never forget the first time you said it. I wish I could go back to that moment.  I didn't leave you because I found someone better, you know you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. I left because I was too scared of us not working out, and you leaving me just like everyone has in the past. I'm sorry for hurting you.
Incase you're reading this just know I love you more than words can say. I love you so much it hurts. The thought of being without you kills me. You're the one I love with all my heart. I'm sorry, I truly am. I don't want to be without you because you're a part of me, you're the best part. It's because of you that I know what true love feels like, and it's because of you that I'm not afraid to fall in love. You made loving you so easy, and I can't imagine a day where I don't love you. It's kinda ironic how it's been raining all morning, because my eyes have been doing the same. I just want to be your girl, I want you to hold me tight like you always do. Being in your arms is the best feeling in the world, and it's with you where I feel safe. I love you... K+L
He asked me what I wanted out of our relationship; I said everything. I want Thanksgiving with you, Christmas, that New Years Eve kiss, our random adventures, our inside jokes, that feeling when we look into eachothers eyes. But, most importantly, I just want you to love me like I love you.
I don't think he understands that I've been hurt so many times by the people who promised they would never hurt me. It's easier to push someone away and not let them in, because if you let them in they might just take the little amount of happiness you have left in you, and when thats gone what will you have left?
Why do I always try to push away the people who actually love me?
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