"I feel like
I'm million miles away
from myself
more and more these
days.
I've been down
so many open roads
but they never lead me
home.
And now i just don't
know who I really am,
how it's gonna
be.
Is there something that I
can't see?
I wanna
understand.
Maybe I will never be
who I was
before.
Maybe I don't know
her anymore.
Maybe who I am today
ain't so far from
yesterday.
Can I find a way to be
every part of
me."
Congrats!
You made me afraid to ever fall again.
I'm afraid to trust now.
I'm afraid that I'm gonna end up liking a guy and then he
does the same thing that you did.
What did you do you might ask?
You kept telling me how much you liked me. How it was CRAAAAZY
how much you actually liked me.
You told me that you were different from other guys.
You lead me on and completely cut me off.
And then you had the nerve to say sorry that you "aren't
ready for a relationship"
Yet you're married to some other pretty girl on facebook.
Probably talking about all different kinds of girls on you're
twitter,
yet you had me thinking that those "sweet" things you
were tweeting were about me.
And you're probably telling all those girls how
you're:
"different".
Oh believe me, I know there are guys who actually know how to
treat a girl out there,
but hunny you are not one of them.
Ha.
You told me you don't want to lead me on which is why you
stopped talking to me,
but silly boy, I was already lead on.
Now here I am.
Feeling like crap.
A person who already had trouble with being able to fall.
So for in the future,
I'm going to feel bad for a guy that actually ends up really
liking me.
He's gonna have a hard time gaining my trust because of
you.
Thanks for that.