when i was reading this quote i was thinking, omg it's me, i know over 20 people who cut/have cut and i know how hard it is to keep everybody happy even when you aren't happy. and i know how it feels to feel like a failure because you can't keep people happy and smiling, but if you ever want to talk to me, im here!
ouch, he sounds like a total ! he does not deserve you, and when you are older, he will look back and think 'wow, i can't believe i let that go' and you will just smile at how much he misses out on.
it doesn't make any difference to me