melissa_mayhem

Status: I'm mainly here to vent.
Joined: January 19, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 265450
Gender: F
Hello everyone, my name is Melissa :) I heard about this website from a friend and one day I just really felt the need to express some things so I got an account here. I'm 19. My favorite color is purple. I love music, I played the flute in my high school marching band. I know a little about how to play guitar, I have an acoustic. I would like to learn how to play piano. All the quotes I posted on here are mine, I've personally come up with them. Umm I'm not sure what else to say at the moment so enjoy. :)

Quotes by melissa_mayhem

I just want my friend back..
that pause you get after typing a status you really wanna post but not sure if you should or not..
Thanks for treating me like I never existed..
     A few days ago one of my best friends told me that he didn't want to see me anymore. It bothered him because he liked me and always tried to be more than friends but I just wanted to stay friends. I thought he was o.k. with it, but I guess now that im getting closer to this guy I like, he decided to just end our friendship. I feel like it might be the best for the both of us because he is always upset and I feel like its my fault because of how much he likes me. I just want him to be happy. Maybe this is his way of getting over me.

     Now when I pass him in the hallway I just keep my head down and don't even look at him. Its the weirdest feeling when I see him, and it upsets me that he doesn't want to talk to me anymore, but if this is what he wants and if its going to make him happy.. then I guess I'll just do my best to stay away from him, even though it really hurts.  :(

    
Hopefully someday he will be o.k. with everything and we can be friends again..
Sometimes when I look into your eyes.. I'm wondering what it is that you see.
I've realized that when I tell you "I miss you." I'm really missing the old you..
That frustration you get when you draw everything perfectly but that one.. little.. thing.. and you just cant get it Right.
I fight my never ending love for you. </3
You can never truly understand how much someone cares about you... or even how much they miss you when its over. </3
Theres nothing worse than turning down the love of your life because he hurt you the first time and you didn't want to put your heart at risk again.. </3