merder

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Hello,   
          my name is tyler. i love listening to music like no joke i love it when i hear a song and the lyrics just match my life so perfectly its amazing <3 and I love greys anatomy sooooo much lmfao i love all the quotes on there and music from there. I watch alotta tv one tree hill,how i met your mother, Buffy the vampire slayer, Vampre diaries, 90210 just to name a few and my favrotie singers are Adele, Florence and the machine,Ingrid Michaelson Mumford and sons and Anything From Greys Anatomy ^.^ My life seems very hard at times. Some times i feel like no one really cares about me. That if i died no one would really care and i just dont have a reason to live anymore thats how i feel alot and it sucks :/ and ummmmm lets see oh, Im gay and im proud about it, No h8 and i take my food seriously lmfao :D and I love sleeping
About Me
Hello,
My name is Tyler. I love listening to music. Like no joke I love it when i hear a song and the lyrics just match my life so perfectly. It's just amazing, and I love Greys Anatomy sooooo much lmfao. I love all the quotes on there and music from there. I watch alot of TV. One Tree Hill, How I met Your Mother, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Vampre Diaries, and 90210 are a few of my favorite shows. And my favrotie singers are Adele, Florence and the Machine,Ingrid Michaelson, Mumford and Sons, and anything from Greys Anatomy ^.^ My life seems very hard at times. Some times I feel like no one really cares about me and that if I died no one would really care and I just don't have a reason to live anymore. That's how I feel alot and it sucks. Ummmmm lets see oh, I'm gay and I'm proud about it, No hate and I take my food seriously lmfao. And most importantly, I LOVE SLEEPING. Thank you for listening. Love you bitches <3




























Quotes by merder

Who Here Loves Katy Perry?!?!?! 
#IMPROUDTOBEAKATYCAT. 
<3



Please Dont Tell Me Im The   
 
 
Only One Who Watches  
 
 
"JacksGap?!"



 


Im A Guy....
Im 13....
Overweight....
Emotional....
And Gay...
.And Im Not Popular....
So Dont Be Like All The Boys On Here Are So Popular Just Cause They Have A Dick -,-
 Oh and I Love Nutella....
Notice The OverWeight Part :p
 And One Direction Is Allright I Guess. 
Quit All The Hate  
And Lets Go Back To The Old Witty?! C:
Hopeless... 
You're Hopeless 
Oh Father 
Please Father  
Put The Bottle Down... 
For The Love Of A Daughter<\3



If You Wanna Be  
 
Together 
 
You Have  
 
TO-GET-HER.
 

Format by Sandrasaurus

I Really Hope You Dont Expect Me To Come Back 
To You Guys  
Begging On My Knees For Forgiveness. 
I Have Finally Moved The F*ck On 
And Im Slowly Forgetting All The Memories... 
Sure Theres Going To Be Days  
Where I Cant Stand Not Being Friends With You 
But Not Today, 
Not Tomorrow, 
Or Anytime Soon. 
Goodbye.
So You Want To Kill Yourself? Because No One Cares About You. Your Family Hates You. Right? No, Your Parents Walking In Your Room In The Morning Only To Find A Dead Body. They'll Try There Hardest To Not Think Negative, And To Just Think That Your're Fooling Around. Then They'll Start Shaking You. Why Aren't You Breathing? They'll Be Broken. Tears. Many Tears. More Tears Than You Will Ever Shed. Was It Them? Were They The Reason You Did This? More Tears. Pain. Everday.Every Night. Every Single Second Of Everyday. Guilt. More Guilt. What About Your Best Friends? They're Not Going To Care. Right? No. Whats The First Thing That Will Go Through There Mind When Your Principal Comes In And Tells Your Class That Your Not Alive. While Your Friend Sits There In Tears. That Girl That You'd Smile At But Never Talk To? Shes Now Crying. The Boy Who Used To Kick You Under The Table Just To Annoy You? He'll Be Shocked. He'll Be Devastated. He'll Blame Himself. What About Your Teacher? Thoughts Crossing Her Mind. She'll Question If You Did It Because She Didnt Make School Comfortable Enough For You. Pain. Devastation. All In One. Who Organizes Your Funeral? Who Has To Go Through Your Stuff? Clothes? Notes? Those Few Older Girls Who Used To Give You Daggers At School? They'll Feel Regret. They'll Blame Themselfs. See, If You Killed Yourself Today. You'll Never Know What Might Of Happen'd Tommorow. You'll Never Know Because Your're Dead. Plain Dead. Not Breathing. Not Alive. Just Dead. Your Family Hates Themselfs For It. Your Best Friend Than Falls Into Depression. Tears. Tears. More Tears Than A Rive. All Because You Killed Yourself Cause You Thought No One Cared. Right? You Are Loved. By Many. Someone Right Now Is Thinking About You. And Right Now, Im Thinking About Anyone Who Has Thought Or Is Considering Suicide. You Are Beautiful. No Matter If Your Black, White, Gay, Bisexual, Lessbian, Straight, Tall, Short, Overweight, Or Anorexic. You Are Beautiful. You Want To Kill Yourself? Think About It First. Theres No Coming Back. And I Promise, If You Do It, You Are Not Only Hurting Yourself, You Are Hurting Many. You Are Creating More Tears Than You Led Yourself To. You Are Making Everyone Misserable And Making Them Feel Guilt And Pain. Never Will They Feel Whole Like They Used To When They Had You. You Are Beautiful. And You Are Never Alone. If You Have Ever Thought Of Commiting Suicide And Are Here Right Now. Im Happy Your Still Alive. If You Ever Feel Like You Want To Commit Suicide. Tell A Trusted Adult Or Teacher, Or Friend. Or Call The Suicide Hotline At: 1-800-273-8255.

 
 
"I Think Scars Are Like Battle Wounds,  
 Beautiful, In A Way. They Show What You've  
 Been Through 

 And How Strong You Are For Coming Out Of  
 it"~ DemiLovato<3 

 
 Self Harm Isnt Something You Do For Fun.  
Its Not A Joke. 
Its A Last Resort... 
Its A Coping Mechanism. 
Its A Way To Deal With All The Struggles, 
All The Pain. 
All The Troubles 
And All The Challenges That You Have Faced, 
And Are Currently Facing. 
Its An Addiction, 
Once You Start Its Extremely Hard To Stop, 
And I Wouldn't Encourage Anyone To Ever Put A Blade To Their Skin. 
 I'd Never Say Self Harming Is Wrong. 
As It Played A Huge Role In My Life. 
But There Are Better Ways To Cope With Your Problems. 
Hurting Yourself Shouldn't Be One Of Them. 
Call Me Hypocritical All You Want. 
But If I Could Prevent Someone From Starting To Self Harm, 
I'd Do It In A Heartbeat. 
If You Feel Like You Need To Do It. 
Just Remember Your Inner Strength. 
There Are People You Can Talk To. 
I Will Always Be One Of Them. 
<3
 
  

-Format credit to ThatsSoMeee

Dont Let Anything Or Anyone Define 
YOU
You are who you are because of what  
you make of tough situations in 
your life. 
                                              -Demi Lovato


l'esprit De l'escalier (French) 
That Feeling You Get When You Leave A Conversation  
And Think Of All The Things 
You Should Have Said. 
 
-There Is No Word 
          In The English Language For This<3