So You Want To Kill
Yourself? Because No One Cares About You. Your Family Hates You.
Right? No, Your Parents Walking In Your Room In The Morning Only To
Find A Dead Body. They'll Try There Hardest To Not Think
Negative, And To Just Think That Your're Fooling Around. Then
They'll Start Shaking You. Why Aren't You Breathing?
They'll Be Broken. Tears. Many Tears. More Tears Than You Will
Ever Shed. Was It Them?
Were They The Reason You Did This? More Tears. Pain. Everday.Every
Night. Every Single Second Of Everyday. Guilt. More Guilt. What
About Your Best Friends? They're Not Going To Care. Right? No.
Whats The First Thing That Will Go Through There Mind When Your
Principal Comes In And Tells Your Class That Your Not Alive. While
Your Friend Sits There In Tears. That Girl That You'd Smile At
But Never Talk To? Shes Now Crying. The Boy Who Used To Kick You
Under The Table Just To Annoy You? He'll Be Shocked. He'll
Be Devastated. He'll Blame Himself. What About Your Teacher?
Thoughts Crossing Her Mind. She'll Question If You Did It
Because She Didnt Make School Comfortable Enough For You. Pain.
Devastation. All In One. Who Organizes Your Funeral? Who Has To Go
Through Your Stuff? Clothes? Notes? Those Few Older Girls Who Used
To Give You Daggers At School? They'll Feel Regret. They'll
Blame Themselfs. See, If You Killed Yourself Today. You'll
Never Know What Might Of Happen'd Tommorow. You'll Never
Know Because Your're Dead. Plain Dead. Not Breathing. Not
Alive. Just Dead. Your Family Hates Themselfs For It. Your Best
Friend Than Falls Into Depression. Tears. Tears. More Tears Than A
Rive. All Because You Killed Yourself Cause You Thought No One
Cared. Right? You Are Loved. By Many. Someone Right Now Is Thinking
About You. And Right Now, Im Thinking About Anyone Who Has Thought
Or Is Considering Suicide. You Are Beautiful. No Matter If Your
Black, White, Gay, Bisexual, Lessbian, Straight, Tall, Short,
Overweight, Or Anorexic. You Are Beautiful. You Want To Kill
Yourself? Think About It First. Theres No Coming Back. And I
Promise, If You Do It, You Are Not Only Hurting Yourself, You Are
Hurting Many. You Are Creating More Tears Than You Led Yourself To.
You Are Making Everyone Misserable And Making Them Feel Guilt And
Pain. Never Will They Feel Whole Like They Used To When They Had
You. You Are Beautiful. And You Are Never Alone. If You Have Ever
Thought Of Commiting Suicide And Are Here Right Now. Im Happy Your
Still Alive. If You Ever Feel Like You Want To Commit Suicide. Tell
A Trusted Adult Or Teacher, Or Friend. Or Call The Suicide Hotline
At: 1-800-273-8255.