Witty, I don't
even know what to do anymore. I have had problems with my real
father for years, and I can't accept him not there so I called
him today due to Fathers Day. He answered "Hey
girlfriend!" but then his phone went blank because of where he
lives and it's always bad reception. So, he sent me a text that
said "I will call you later no service" well, okay. But I
really need him, even though I actually started cutting myself 2
years ago because of him, and he doesn't know a damn thing.
It's just frustrating! I even wrote him a 21 page letter
and mailed it to him and he acted like he never even got it! He
only plays the emotions, he doesn't actually feel them it's
ridiculous! I don't know what to do.