so there's this boy... and i kinda sorta
realllly like him. like alot. he talks to me all the time and
says the funniest things to me. he does his little flirty laugh
and smile to me when he talks, and my friends that know even
go.. "oh my god! he is totally flriting with you! i just
know he likes you. it's obvious!" i want to believe
that's true but i know it can't be. he could never like a
girl like me. i don't care what people think of me. i
don't dress up perfectly everyday like some of the girls in
my grade. i'd rather be in sweats and a tshirt. i
don't wear makeup everyday && i'm myself in
frount of people. one word to fit this all is i'm not FAKE.
but aprently that's what the guys in my grade are going for.
suposivly my crush and my best friend's crush like the two
most fakest girls in my grade. like ligit why them?! we can't
stands them! but who knows it might be a rumour. after all i
would think those boys would like an athletic girl who is
themselves around them. but who knows, guys are so confusing!
sorry i just needed to vent, alot!
i'm not even sure who my real friends are
anymore. when i tell them something i would think they
wouldn't tell ANYONE but i guess not. but instead that one
person decides to tell like everybody, so now they blame
everything on me and my two best friends... MY REAL FRIENDS. we
did NOTHING, so stop trying to act like you know everything
because you DON'T. you're just trying to put words in our
mouth so you get all the attention. nobody likes a drama queen
and espically a LIAR. get over yourself. you obviously don't
care about your so called friends because all you do is
talk crap about them and put them down. you're so bossy
and you think you rule the world. wake up honey because
you don't. honestly what goes around comes back
around && karma is a b*tch.
sorry guys i really needed to vent! D:
&& the girl i used to be best friends
with...
completly changed and turned into one of those girls that trys
so hard to impress everybody else, loads on a ton of makeup,
flirts with all the boys, takes pictures of herself
showing everything, and is becoming someone she's not. she
was one of the few people that i thought would never change.
guess i was wrong about that.
i'll miss you best
friend.