Status:
Follow Llarmarmy cause i said :3
Joined:
April 9, 2012
Last Seen:
5 years
Birthday:
June 21
user id:
290779
Location:
anywhere with wifi
Gender:
F
megan - i watch a lot of youtubers and listen to a lot of music - i live off krave cereal and bagels (����)
(im on twitter and tumblr now i never really use witty like ever. tweet me or drop me an ask on there and tell me you came from witty and i will give u a big hug and we can remember when witty was a good site)
the music is vampire banquet by fox academy
updates
witty is dead huh. i miss this site
but im pretty much never gonna use
this site again.
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joined: April 9th
followers: 193
quote stats: 503 quotes
i know lots of fan fiction but the only one that isnt fanfiction is called suicide pact (i think?) and its about a group of people who plan to kill themselves together. it sounds grim but its actually good ^.^
one time i was playing dodgeball (running around and using everyone as human shields so i wouldn't get hit) and then i was the last one in and i was running to get a ball and someone hit my bum really hard with a ball and it bruised so i couldn't sit down for a week. pretty much why i haven't picked pe as one of my options :3
I use pads but tampons are easier for school because it sounds like you're opening a packet of crisps in the loo and everyone is there its uncomfortable. oh and they're useful when you go swimming.
Well, here it is. I started getting bullied by this girl and her friendsat the beginning f this year, because I was different. But they called me emo and told me to go cut myself, and that I was fat so I should starve myself and that I was literally a posh waste of space. After 2 months it stopped, but the words still stuck with me. I started cutting a month after being bullied and then I found myself addicted. It was an escape from the pain. When I had too many emotions and I couldn't handle it I would cut and when I felt hollow and emotionless I would cut. I stopped and started for a while, on and off like a light switch. There are these 2 really horrible boys that teese me too, tell me I'm fat, I'm an emo, and I should kill myself. I have some friends and my family is alright (it's falling apart right now though, and making me feel like crap). I still cut on my thigh and hip and the top of my arm and I skip a lot of meals trying to fit in. My mum knows I used to cut, but she doesn't know I started again and intend to keep it that way. My story is messed up, with me just hating myself and wanting to be better but I can't. I don't belong anywhere, I'm no ones favourite and no one even cares to listen to me half the time. I've come so close to committing I really have, but I have some things keeping my here, like dan and phil, witty and knowing that I might fit in one day. Sorry this was so long, but I've been through too much to handle and this is the first time I've let it out on witty, or anywhere for that matter.
Dan 4 evaaaaaa