and tonight
she'll collapse on her bed, wearing his
hoodie. hugging the teddy bear he gave her for valentines day.
radio on, volume up high. her ipod blasting in her ears, so no
one can hear her breaking down. her phone is laying in pieces on
the floor. she kinda threw it at the wall after she read through
every last cute locked text message. she's looking through every
last picture of him and her, her box of tissues right next to
that empty tub of ben &jerry's. tonight is the night you'll run
through her head more than ever. it's impossible for her to feel
complete after that hole you left in her heart. and all there is
for her to do is lay there wondering what went wrong?
and tonight
he'll play basketball like he always does.
but he just can't focus and misses every shot he takes.
eventually he gives up and puts in his headphones and goes for a
jog. but that jog just turns in to him running so fast he might
just forget how to breathe. he's blaring their song on his ipod
as loud as it will go. playing it over and over and over again.
he wants her back so much it hurts. he'll go home and fall into
his bed, drenched from sweat. he'll still be able to smell her
sweet perfume on his t-shirt. 'i need her so much' he says to
himself again and again. he'll pick up his phone to see if she's
called and it stabs him like a knĀife when he sees her pretty
face as his wallpaper. he throws his phone across the room and
one single tear rolls down his cheek as he wonders what went wrong?