It's the worst feeling in the world
to love and hate someone at the same time. And it's hard to watch
things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
I'ts crazy when you want to let go, but keep holding on, and you
want to move on, but your stuck right where you started. When
feelings come and go and you cant decide what you want. When you
have so many things to say but you dont know where to
start. When you want them in
your life so bad, but all you do is push them farther and farther
away. It's hard to think back to how things used to be and look
at it now and realize that things are different, and they may
never be the same again. You tell yourself its not worth it, but
if it really didnt matter, you wouldnt spend so much time
thinking about it?