The Truth...
My world is falling ,
crumbling
apart, life is meaningless and that's
just the start.
My hearts so sore, I can feel it breaking
and I swear to God it leaves me
shaking/
Late at night til early morning lying in bed eyes wide open
Didn't sleep last night , like all the others, instead I
just lie crying in the covers.
Quick, wipe away al the tears before they come near,must hide
this depression andthe feelings of fear
For all they know I'm happy and always smilng. But deep
down inside my soul is dying.
I can feel it rotting, it wants to scream, but I won't let
it... not for the time being.
I can never tell them how I feel cause the happiness I wear is
all too real
For them to hear that I wish I was dead... it would kill them,
they'd be filled with dread.
So, i'll try my best not to be selfish,
I'll keep my secret hidden and just let them rest.
but God I can't take it much longer... I'll probably be
dead before they even wonder
...