milestogobeforeisleep

Maybe I'm looking at it wrong,
maybe I should try a new tactic.
Want to play a game?
It's called: "Let's see who can act like they care less."

You're winning so far.

Forget what we're told,
before we get too old.
Show me a garden thats bursting into life.

I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed.
Oh god, it feels like forever...
and no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,
sitting all alone inside your head.

I should not be crying because of you.
I should be grinning from ear to ear beacuse of you.

I can hardly breathe,
I need to feel you here with me.

I just want you.
All of you.
You and me.
Every day.

I'm wishing my summer away,
hoping it will go by faster.
Just so I can see you again.

I want more from you, okay?
I want you to put the same effort into this as you did in the beginning.
Just because we've been at it for quite some time,
doesn't mean you get to stop working for it.
Unless you really don't want to.
Just tell me then.
So I'm not sitting here wondering if you really love me or not.
You owe me atleast that much.

Okay I'm trying really hard here.
But this only works if you try
just
as hard
as I
am.

The stakes are high,
and the waters rough...
But this love is ours.