J I L L I A N ; )*

Status: Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you.
Joined: March 4, 2010
Last Seen: 13 hours
Birthday: July 23
Location: Brecksville, OH
Gender: F
hello. my name is jillian, i got it for my birthday. I like the color blue & I am very much in love with music. Ihateboys. I have one true friend, Sami. Gosh. I can trust her with my life, she means everything to me. I'm a girl who is all in for risks. I like to yolo. People say I'm pretty, others call me ugly. People call me skinny, others call me fat. Oh, I just don't really know who or what to believe anymore. I like a boy named Ben.. & kinda this other guy, Chris. I used to date this guy, Jason. But Sami, my bestfriend, likes him. I don't have a problem with it though, me & Jason ended about a month and a half ago.And there is no possible way I could be mad at Sami, I have known her for 8 years. I like to listen to Hoodie Allen, Jake Miller, He Is We, Paramore, Fall Out Boy, & Greenday, and so so much more. I had a best friend, Molly. I miss her so much. But that's over now. I remember how we used to take pictures all night, make facebook statuses to make videos for tbh, do each other's hair, laugh at chickens, make weird voices, and just be there for each other. I love her, still. I just guess we're way to different for each other. But anyways, that's me. i usually don't bite. bye.

Quotes by J I L L I A N ; )*

You are beautifully & wondefully made.

A while back I decided I needed a mantra of my own. Something that was personal and meaningful that I could tell myself to bring comfort and love as well as root myself in the present moment. The Bible says "you are fearfully and wonderfully made," so I came up with "you are beautifully and wonderfully made." I say it to myself all the time, and it really helps me find peace knowing that I am perfect just as I am and that I don't need anything beyond what I have within me.

Goal:
In this new year, come up with a mantra that is just yours. Each day, look in the mirror and repeat it back to yourself.

 

I just always feel
this overwhelming
feeling of sadness.

 



mom: *comes home at 3:30 a.m."
me: hey, where were you?
mom: at Jason's house..
me: *balls my eyes out*
mom: why are you crying Jillian!?
me: why were you at my ex boyfriends house mother!


like is it bad i miss u or wut


why am i fat?
cuz i eat when i'm upset.
Yes, I do like Mondays.
Because I get to see you.
wanna know how I really feel?
.. two words ..
I'm done.
Love is so short,
forgetting is so long.
ALL THE WORDS
I D O N ' T S A Y
KILL ME INSIDE.