minKIO

Am I the only one


That thinks about what going to happen tomorrow. Goes in the mirror and plan what to say to that special someone. Does my hair in many different ways to make it stand out. Dream about my future. Think about those what if's. And think about how I might die today?

 

Yes I cut,
But I can't help it.. My life is pretty bad. I bet none cares about my life but I need to vent so here I go.
My name is Kio my mother left me on a random door step at months. The people that took me in thought I was like a slave. They treated me like dirt. One day when I was sitting down on the couch I asked my new mom and dad if they could help me find my real family. They said hell no you have us.  I laughed and my "dad" hit me with a belt. That was about at 9 years old. After about 3 years I packed all my bags and decided to leave. I stole some of my parents money and ran away. I don't no where I got to but I slept on the street for about a day and I decided to go to the orphange. I went and it was okay. I was 12 in an orphange, I made a "sister" there. We told each other everything. I had a foster mom named dolores, she was nice but didn't let me do anything. One day she just gave up on me. I was about 14 when that happened. I called up my "sister" that day and asked if I could stay with her. Soon she came and picked me up. She was 19 at the time. She didn't go to college. I stayed with her until I was 15 last year then she sent me to live with a close friend of hers. I moved all the way to L.A. Her friend is a rich snob! She made me do all the work. She treated me just as bad as my second parents. But atleast she didn't beat me. She soon gave up on me as well as all the others. She gave me money and said I don't care what you do just get out of my life!
The good part in my life!
-----------------------------------------------------------------She put me on a plane and sent me to Long island. I only lasted with her about 10 months. Now I currently live in a house in Glencove. Right now I'm 16 going on to 17 in 2 days. I hope I can enjoy this birthday! I have a new Dad his name is Jerry. He is nice and kind and sweet. He respects me and I respect him. He loves my weirdness also. He thinks emo is fun! He is getting married in 7 months. With my new mom Ali. My dad promised me a sweet 17 this year because he knows I never had a sweet 16 before. I can't wait for my new journey! Well i'm enjoying it so far. But there are a few things taht still make me cut. Just thinking about this makes me cut. The girls at my school don't think emo is very pleasent! No one does except people like me. (:
But I hope my Witty family can help me out and talk to me.(: