take back everything you ever said,
you never meant a word of it.
You never did...
MISSBELLALOVE
Quotes by missbellalove
He was December, she was
July. He wanted everything, she just wanted to make him
smile. They never got along, but she always let it
go. Never thought the only thing he wanted was to get her
alone. I wonder if her clueless daze left him
with whiplash, because every time they kissed all he did was
stare. No smile on his face as he silently stroked her
hair. I suppose he never wanted anything at all,
except a reason to be on this earth and not to feel as
small. But she truly was honest, and never let it
seep through the growing cracks and silent tears that fell from
her two cheeks. Love was evident in her eyes and
maybe that was it. The way she tried so very hard just made him
want to quit.
I don't understand this. I don't understand how you can
just pop right back into my life OVER AND OVER AND
OVER AGAIN, and I just let you in. It doesn't
matter what's going on, if I have a perfectly happy and
normal relationship with someone else, you just come in...
and you ruin all of it. I can't even begin to describe how
disgusting I feel right now with myself. Because
I knew you'd do this. If I ever tried to even associate with
you again, you would do something to make my trust for you
vanish, just like it always does. But I
don't even mean to do it... I don't mean to lead people
on, but I do. I lead you on and you literally ate it up. I hate
this. I hate this feeling. I haven't felt like this
in months. And it's all your fault. It's your fault for
always coming back to me, expecting me to fall right back into
whatever "thing" we had going on in the
past. And I guess it's also my fault for
letting you do it, and acting like I'm fine with it. But now
you're going to see that I'm not like all the other
girls you talk to. I'm not some girl you can just
think about and suddenly I'll be right there, right then.
When I see you in a few weeks it's going to be hell. But
right now, I don't care. I'm over this. I'm over you.
I can't deal with you or this relationship anymore.
Goodbye.
deep down i
knew everyone else was always right, even though you seemed so
sincere with all the cute little things you'd do. like the way
you smiled every time i saw you. the way you always seemed afraid
of love in itself. the way you were just you. and the way i never
saw anything but the good things about you. even when you kissed
other girls, i guess i just told myself you were perfect. you were
all i needed. and if i was going to accept you, i would have to
accept all the faults. so i did. and you ended up being just what
everyone said you were... a liar. a creep. and a fraud. so i
guess maybe it was just all an illusion. this fantasy i created in
my mind. because i know i will never look at you the same way ever
again.
it's not like i haven't been hurt
before,
but it just kills me because i opened up to
you. I let you inside my world & gave you all of me.
i tried so hard to believe this wouldn't end badly. but you ended up to be just what i had feared.
i know now that i can't trust anyone
because, i actually thought you were
different.
I’d stare at you all day if I could. And
memorize every curve& crevice& hole & bump
of that handsome face of yours. I’d study every
blink& nervous
tick& movement
of your body. You leave me awestruck every time I see you. How can
you make me feel so much all at once?
Never thought I’d say I’m sorry.
Never thought I’d be the one to bring you
down.
Now when I look out my window, But there doesn’t seem to be anyone
around.
And I, I think I’ll change my ways.
So all your words get noticed. Tomorrow’s a brand new
day.
Tomorrow’s a new day. We said
we’d take a little time, For both of us to see,
And wonder what it’d be like to carry on.
Yeah, I know I got crazy.
Well I guess that’sjust me.
If I could turn back time before the wrong.