*compassionate soul*

Status: ...and when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me, and I can always find my way when you are here ❤
Joined: June 1, 2012
Last Seen: 7 months
Birthday: November 2
user id: 304572
Location: Lost amongst my thoughts
Gender: F
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Hey there :) My name is Christina and I'm 26years old. My boyfriend and I have been together for 6 years. I love to read, write, listen to tons of different kinds of music and just live life. My sweetheart and I share a beautiful little 5 year old who's growing like a weed. Some days I still can't wrap my mind around the fact that I'm a mom. But I wouldn't change it for the world.  If you ever wanna talk I'm here :3

*compassionate soul*'s Favorite Quotes

Sometimes my brain forgets what sleep is, and it just keeps going and going and going and going on and on and on and on and on and on
Prenatally, the sternum bone consists of 6 parts
the first one is manubrium which attaches with clavicles leterally,).
The other 5 parts are :xiphoid process and other four parts in the middle between the manurium and xiphoid process that later will attach together to form the body of sternum.
seei made it all pretty.
the terrible truths are
embroidered with royal silk.
i'm still playing the part well, don't you think?
no one will know how terrible it really is.
you're fine, you just need some time.
the ache in your knees will subside.
baby you're fine.

your skin will turn to iron and your heart will blush again.
some day these bullet-like exchanges won't bring you any pain.

when the grey ceiling mumurs a "good morning" to you,
and when having ammonia in your lungs has become normal to you:
even then, bubby, you're going to be fine.

choose to be nice to yourself every day.
show up, check on your friends, eat your meals on time and rest when you can.

it's sad realising how alone you are.
why were you running so hard? who was this all for?
smiles and words you wanted so badly: they were never for you.
how heavy these burdens are, how endless these tears are.
the herniated hip from birth, it certainly was signposting to what was to come.

it hurts more deeply the more you think about it.
the grieving can pause while you sleep.

before bed, without much thought: sleep.
no lucid dreaming, just rest.

without wanting it to:
it hurts, it hurts, it hurt.
without wanting to:
i have to accept it. i think i will have to do that from now.

it's hard, but i will be fine.
you always have time, you've always got time.

you'll be fine.
Its a shame that this is where my heart must be left

In the giant holes of hell i once called heaven

Since i thought you were my heaven

Please.
Stop hurting me.

If I find

The man who loves me

The man who needs me

More than you ever did
Sent from heaven
I fell in love
story time. My boyfriend and i were supposed to get breakfast. We woke up early.I wanted to shower, he didnt. I headed in the shower by myself.He knows I spend a while in tbe shower, but when I left the bathroom, he was not happy.He wasn’t talking to me, and when I asked what was weong, he said it’s because I showered too long.So I didn’t want to go for breakfast anymore, and I said that. he swerved the car, almost into a ditch.He was egging me on the whole car ride, I stayed quiet because I was always afraid he would hit me.We went back to my house, he stormed upstairs and started packing all his stuff.He went inside the bathroom and burned himself with a lighter and said it was my fault.He said he was going to go committ.He said if we don’t go for breakfast, I would never see him again and our relationship was done.I went for breakfast.Looking back, I’m glad I broke up with him.