*compassionate soul*

I fell in love

story time. My boyfriend and i were supposed to get breakfast. We woke up early.I wanted to shower, he didnt. I headed in the shower by myself.He knows I spend a while in tbe shower, but when I left the bathroom, he was not happy.He wasn’t talking to me, and when I asked what was weong, he said it’s because I showered too long.So I didn’t want to go for breakfast anymore, and I said that. he swerved the car, almost into a ditch.He was egging me on the whole car ride, I stayed quiet because I was always afraid he would hit me.We went back to my house, he stormed upstairs and started packing all his stuff.He went inside the bathroom and burned himself with a lighter and said it was my fault.He said he was going to go committ.He said if we don’t go for breakfast, I would never see him again and our relationship was done.I went for breakfast.Looking back, I’m glad I broke up with him.

just stop acting like i mean something to you

because I know I dont

but everytime you look at me

i feel my muscles fall numb

Maybe I have fallen numb to the chirping of the birds early mornings, since I do not remember the last time they annoyed me. Rather they caused such a heavy weight to fall upon my heart, reminding me that I returned to consciousness, and was stolen from the illusion that consisted of dreams I wished my life reflected. Even the rays from the sunlight passing by the curtains and exploring my room, did not brighten my gaze, instead a long sigh escaped my mouth. I was alive. I was alive, one would say with excitement. Or rather, I am alive, correct? However, the feeling of being alive, I don't remember it, nor have I felt it in long years.

A person in two months can make you feel what a person in two years couldn't. Time means nothing, character does. 

"My heart is not captured easily. I am disinterested in small talk, disillusioned with love, and too focused on my dreams and aspirations to lend anybody my attention for long. But if we make that connection, if you find your way into my heart. God I will fall for you like gravity has let go of the earth."
-Beau Taplin|| The connection. 

We are the missed chances that won't be repeated again