I really can’t picture anyone at all having a crush on me. I
can’t picture anyone daydreaming about me. I can’t
picture someone thinking about me when they’re laying in bed
before they fall asleep. I can’t picture anyone telling their
friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies
because I hugged them, or even just because I made eye contact with
them. I can’t picture someone smiling because my name lit up
their phone. I just can’t. </3