mplumley

sometimes the hardest things you do are for the best.

WANTED!
-guy bff-
(must like to listen and give great advice)
some wishes can come true, right?

We spend all our lives trying to be something we aren't for somebody who doesn't care.

and still,
my best is not good enough.

Every time you call me pretty i feel like you're mocking me.
Every compliment makes me feel worse about myself.
Everyday i feel like you'd be better off without me.
Everyday i wish i could just disappear and nobody would notice.
Everyday this struggle gets harder and harder.
Everyday i think of how worthless i am and that there is no reason for my existence.

I don't get it.

When we are totally convinced we are 'in love' we are willing to put up with ANYTHING, even if it hurts us.. 

Don't spend countless hours a night crying over somebody that's hurting you just because you 'love' them and are willing to put up with it.

Trust me.

when you try and try, but keep getting shot down.. and you wonder why you pick yourself up and try again even though it hurts.

That unexplainable horrible feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you know things are going to turn out badly.. 
 

yeah, i hate that feeling
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