you confuse me. you
make me mad. you make
me scream. you make
me happy. you make me cry.
you frustrate me. you hurt
me. you heal me.
you make me dream. you make
me hope. you crush my
hope. you give
me pain
everyday. the days i'm with you, you cure
my pains. you draw
me in. you make me
vulnerable. you make
me want you. you
make me hate you. i wish
i could resist
you. you make me feel stupid.
you make me
hate myself
for feeling this
way about you
...
but the saddest thing is,
i'd rather be without you & see you everyday going through the same awful pain and pain again, than to never see you again.