musicismylife

Do you ever wish you could get the chance to just,


                   Start . Over .


but you just cant .

junior high is simply the time when all those people you,

stayed up all night with, talked hours on end on the phone with, cried with,
laughed for hours with, screamed at , dreamed about, and just simply loved..

become the people that you completely ignore when you walk by them in the halls.



*is it just me or is it really starting to get to you too *

Today I walked into a room full of strangers..

And I walked out of a room full people whom I had just changed (:

My Dad said to me today,
     "I love how you get that cute little smile whenever someone says his name"

.. then that guilty little smile came on my face again..

thinking "damn, how did he know"
:)

Dear Me,
          I know this year is gonna be frightening for many reasons. 1. you're best friend is leaving. 2. the person you fear most will now be watching you. 3. you now have to be the mature one not the little kid. 4. you will not be in senior rooms. It's a lot to take in and a lot to grasp. But everyone knows you can do it. You have so many people that love you, and so many people that need you, and want it for you just as bad as you want it for yourself. You just gotta keep following your dreams, and don't let them fade. Work your butt off at everything you do, and if you don't win it'll be okay, as long as you leave in sweat and know that you tried your hardest. Never give up. Push yourself as hard as you can take it, but not enough to hurt your self. Make goals for yourself an try as hard as you can to get them. and if you don't it'll be okay, but just keep working. don't always stay in the safe zone, go beyond what your mind thought was great. that's how you become amazing, when you let your heart take over. And your desire pushes you from your heart, not your want from your mind. You can no longer be the young good dancer, you're gonna be 14 years old. you need to become amazing. Right now you're good for a 13 year old. but once you hit 14 its over you have the most competition you'll ever have. but don't get intimidated. stay confident, humble, and just work it. Cause we all see it in you, and you can't hold back anymore. keep your reputation and make it better than you are. you're best friend means so much to you. and with her, you both will grow. cause  you both need each other, so push each other and push your selfs and before you know it you'll both be amazing. Don't settle for good, go for great, and when you're great let your heart take over and you'll be amazing without a doubt. never give up, and don't look down. you got it in you so let it shine, and show the world who you are.
love xx,
me

my motivation is for love

  and my love is for DANCE<33

It's been almost 2 years now
And now I'm finally ready
to let them go

It's been so hard
but I finally made it through
and now this is the end of all the sleepless nights

And I'm ready to see your face again
And not break down
cause I'm mature now
and I'm moving on.

for good.

in the moment
you always feel like your in love. And you'd do anything for it. But throughout life you realize, that you love a lot more than just that one thing. and you can't waste your time on only that one thing. So don't forget that your missingout on other things too (:

Dear Me,
       Eventually you'll look at this and realize everything that you need to see. Every little kid has a dream, weather it's to be a firefighter, a doctor, or a dancer. We all know that yours was to be a dancer. But there comes a time in everyone's life when they have to look and really see if they're little kid dream is what they want. And now is the time, just live in the moment and take your time. Don't be afraid to make mistakes, it's how you learn, and it's how you become yourself. There's a reason for everyone's existence. And you just have to find yours. And when you do, you have to claim it yours. Make goals, stay determined, and most of all NEVER EVER GIVE UP. If you want it bad enough, then it's yours to have. Just put your all into it. And give 210% at everything you do. If you do, you'll be sucessfull i promise. Just remember 3 things and never forget, who you are, who you were, and who you want to be. Because the past can't be rewritten so let go of it. And keep dreaming and wishing and someday you'll figure it all out and everything will make sence. Just breathe through life, you only got one life to live. So remember that people come and go for reasons, so learn to move on and focus on what you want. Don't let yourself watch all the minutes pass as you go no where. Every year is your year, so show everyone what an amazing and beautiful person you are. And don't let anyone intimidate you, because you are someone that no one else can be. Cry every once in awhile just don't stay down for too long, cause all you're doing is wasteing time that could be spent getting your dream. Don't be afraid to love people, remember everyone's gonna hurt you eventually, but just keep getting back up. The people who do stay are the people you can't live without. Let the people you love know you love them cause anything can happen. Just remember i'll always be your best friend. And the curtain's now opening so have the time of your life. I Love You<333
    Love,
              Me





*sometimes you have to tell yourself things, and sometimes you just need to hear those words*

YOU KNOW IT'S LOVE


          WHEN IT NEVER FADES <3