musicismylife131313

Status: A smile is a curve that sets everything straight
Joined: January 19, 2013
Last Seen: 7 years
user id: 346993
Location: Neverland
Gender: F
Hey there! Welcome to my page. I rarely come on here anymore (like a couple times a year lol) but yeah.
I love country music, crafts, and playing the piano.
My family and friends are the most important thing in the world to me.
Anyways, I can never think of stuff to write in these things so that's about it! Hope you enjoy my page.

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Every storm runs
Runs outta rain
Just like every dark night
Turns into day
Every heartache
Will fade away
Just like every storm runs
Runs outta rain
"He is bad news..."
Chapter 44 (part two)
He leaned in and when our lips were about to touch, the door opened and Sienna, along with mine and his parents, walked in.
“What are our kids doing here?” Cassidy asked with a bright smile.
“They were about to kiss and we interrupted them!” Sienna laughed, winking at Everett.
My cheeks turned red. Everett smiled at me, standing up. “Exactly that” he confirmed it, giving my parents a gentle smile.
Sienna walked to me. “I think you should tell them the truth” she whispered, eyeing my parents.
I took a deep breath. “Mom, dad… you deserve to know the truth” I murmured.
“Don’t have to. Cassidy and Tom explained everything” my mom smiled.
I sent a thankful look to Tom and Cassidy. “Thank you” I breathed out.
“Anytime!” Cassidy beamed, staring at Everett and me.
My mother came closer to me, with my dad following her. “Honey, I want you to tell us everything from now on” she said with her soft tone she only uses rarely. Last time she did, I was seven years old and sick. Yeah, old memories.
“I’m sorry, mom. It was too f*cked up” I mumbled.
“Language!” she screeched, narrowing her eyes at me.
“Sorry” I lowered my voice.
“Next time something serious happens I’ll tell you, I promise” I added.
“We only want what’s best for you. Remember that, okay?” my dad said, smiling.
“Okay” I smiled back.
“I think we should go now. Everett, will you drive Evelyn home?” Cassidy said.
“Sure” he beamed, looking over at me.
“Can I leave now?” I said cheerfully.
The doctor walked in. “Yes, after a few more tests you can” he said, holding some papers and writing things.
I rolled my eyes. “Okay”.
“We’ll go home after that” Everett, whose smile wouldn’t leave his face, murmured.
I smiled back, feeling happier.

THIS IS JUST THE PART TWO, IMMA POST A WHOLE CHAPTER NEXT WEEK
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"He is bad news..."
Chapter 44
I brought my hands to my face. “No, this can’t be happening…” I whispered, trembling.
Sienna came to me. “Evelyn, try to be strong…” she trailed off, giving me a hug.
I was crying for at least ten minutes. Everett had leaned against the wall and had covered his face with his palms. I looked at him shyly. He hadn’t said a word after the announcement.
I looked at mine and Sienna’s parents. “Could you please go? I want to…”
“Of course” said Tom. “Let’s go” he said, walking to the exit along with my parents and the doctor.
“You’ll get over it, bestie” Sienna told me. “I’ll help you”.
“Thanks Sienna” I cried. Then I turned to Everett. “Say something” I mumbled, glancing over at him.
He removed his hands from his face. “At least I didn’t meet it” he breathed out, running a hand through his hair.
“What?” I spat out. “What are you talking about?”
“If you had given birth to this child, it would be a lot harder. We didn’t see it now though. So, what’s the big deal?” he said, shrugging.
Sienna gave him a warning look. I sat up, clenching my fists.
“Are you f*cking heartless? Your child is dead! It was yours too! I can’t believe you don’t even care about this” I hissed, turning my face.
“Wait, Evelyn! I…” he murmured.
“Go” I retorted, not even looking at him.
“What?” he whispered. When I looked at him, his face was pale white.
“Go away” I said, narrowing my eyes at him. “I don’t wanna see you again”.
“Evelyn” Sienna warned me.
“I didn’t mean to seem heartless…I’m just shocked and I didn’t know what to say” he breathed out.
“I should probably go” Sienna murmured. “I’ll leave you two alone”. Then, she walked to the door and disappeared quietly.
Everett sat down next to me. He took my hand and captured it in his, looking at me. “I’m really sorry” he whispered.
“No, I’m sorry” I cried.
“Why are you sorry?” he asked, running his hand down my face.
“I was careless and…”
“It’s okay” he smiled. “We’ll get over this, together”.
I touched his hand while tears were pouring down my face. He brought his hand up to my face and wiped the tears with his thumb with a gentle smile on. “I’m really sorry for what I did. Ignoring you all these months and stuff” he said, feeling guilty.
“It’s okay, I understand. I can assure you though; he kissed me, I never did” I claimed.
“Will you tell me what exactly happened? I’m curious. Plus, I wanna have a good reason to go beat up the sh*t out of him again” he smirked.
“Promise me you won’t! I hate detention” I muffled.
“He needs to learn his lesson” he said.
“But…”
He put his finger on my lips. “No buts!”
I sighed, defeated. “Want me to tell you what happened?”
He nodded.
“Well, I was walking down the hall and he grabbed me into an empty room. I got scared and started shouting but he pinned me on the wall and started kissing my neck. It was so disgusting. I was kicking him the whole time, until I got away. I came to your house right after; that’s why I was so upset that day” I explained.
His eyesight was cloudy. “He better start running right now”.
I cupped his face. “You don’t have to beat him up!”
“Yes, I do! No one touches my girlfriend like that and gets away with it” he said bravely.
I blinked a few times, dazed. Did he just say ‘girlfriend’? Oh. My. God. You gotta be kidding me!!!! A faint smile covered my face as I looked at him. He looked pretty shy.
“I mean you don’t have to…be if you don’t wanna” he blurted out.
“I want to” I smiled, touching his hand.

OMFG NEW CHAPTER?1 WOAH THAT ESCALATED QUICKLY
i cropped it btw this isn't the full one, witty wouldn't let me upload it *slaps witty* eh
Happy Birthday to my babe Harreh Styles *snifs and sobs* I love him
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"He is bad news..."
Chapter 43
Pain. Endless pain; that’s the only thing I could feel right now. Someone called 911 but I’m not sure who; I only heard screaming from above. Some neighbors maybe? Wait, what neighbors. This isn’t even my neighborhood.

I wasn’t quite sure where I was. All I could remember was me crying and my car colliding with a tree maybe? I really don’t know; my eyesight was awfully blurry from the tears.
My lashes fluttered slowly. I opened my eyes and saw some nurses above me, talking about something with a doctor. As soon as they saw me, their eyes shined.
“Hey, Evelyn” the doctor said softly.
 “Hi” I said, voice croaky.
“How are you feeling?”
“Sore” I spat out, trying to move my hands.
“Take it easy” he said, pinning my hands on the hospital bed again. “You just got out of a surgery; don’t knock yourself out” he added, smiling sympathetically.
I was about to speak, when a loud noise coming from outside made me scowl. “What’s happening?”
“Your family and friends are here to see you. But first, I have some questions” he said, his face serious now.
“Okay”.
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
I shook my head, feeling tears filling my eyes.
“There was a young boy around your age who got insane when he found out you had an accident. When we asked him he told us he’s your boyfriend, Miss Jensen” the doctor explained politely.
“Ex boyfriend” I corrected him. “That’s what he is”.
He whispered something to the nurse and she walked out, along with the other nurse. A few seconds after, Everett burst into the room. He looked so worried and his eyes were almost red; had he cried? What happened?
“Evelyn!” he shouted, walking to me.
“Everett” I breathed out.
“God, I was so worried” he said, hugging me tightly.
I hugged him back, feeling happy again. “I’m fine now, don’t worry”.
“I need to speak to you both” the doctor said.
“Wait, I want my family and best friend in here too” I said, feeling Everett’s hand intertwining with mine. I smiled at him before looking at the doctor again.
“Fine” he said and opened the door. Then, both my parents, Cassidy, Tom and Sienna entered the room. Mine and Sienna’s parents looked pleased to see me. I tried to let go of Everett’s hand but he mouthed a ‘They know’, which calmed me down a bit.
Then I remembered. My baby.
I looked up at the doctor. He gave me a sad look before looking around the room. Sienna was smiling at me, just like both our parents.
“I don’t know if she told you, but Miss Jensen had been four months pregnant” he announced.
The look on my parents’ faces was priceless. They looked so shocked, along with Sienna’s parents. Everett’s eyes snapped at me. He was pale white.
“Evelyn…?”
“Yes, Everett” I confirmed it. “That’s what I was trying to tell you these past three months”.
“The problem is…” the doctor trailed off.
“What?” I asked, my heart beating fast. “What’s the problem?”
Everyone was staring at the doctor. He took a deep breath before speaking.
“Due to the accident, you had a miscarriage”.
My breath hitched.
F*ck no.

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The Nerd
Chapter One
I walk downstairs with a plaid skirt on, a white blouse, my hair in pigtails, and my huge glasses on. I really think I can pull this off and I'm happy I decided to be a nerd. No one will want to be my friend, and that is exactly what I wanted. Why make friends when you're going to move in just a few months again?
I hear my mom laugh as I sit down at the table. "Why do you always do this?"
"Do what?" I ask, even though I know what she means.
"You have a different personality every time we move." She explains.
"Why be myself when I'm just going to move?" I question. "And besides, it's fun."
"Whatever." My mom smirks. "Let's get going. Grab the keys."
Once we reach the school, I already point out the groups. Preps, jocks, losers, etc.
"Do you need me to come in with you?"
"No, mom. I'm fine. I'll see you later." I smile.
Most people would be scared and worried if they were me. They would be scared to be judged as soon as they stepped out of the card. Worried that someone was going to say something about their outfit, hair, and big nerdy glasses. Me? I step out of my car proudly and I smile as every one stares at me. The new girl. The nerd. I know who I really am and that's not something I'm proud of. I definitely don't want to be in the group I'm supposed to be in.
I walk into the school and behind me I hear a nasily voice scream, "Nice uniform, nerd."
I smile as I hear that, I turn around and smile."Thank you, nice hooker clothes." I wink.
That girl had a belly shirt and shorts way too far up her behind.
~.~
"Hey, I"m Lauren." A girl with bright blonde hair smiles.
"Uhm, hey. I'm Evelyn." I smile.
I was literally at the library surrounded by nerds and this girl didn't look like a "nerd." She just had on sweater and some jeans.
"You know, I read people really well." She smiles.
"Okay, and your point is?" I ask, confused.
"You don't have to pretend to be someone your aren't. Especially around me." She smiles.
"I have no idea what you're talking about."
"Look, I'm considered a nerd because I study and have good grades." She laughes. "You don't have to wear those clothes."
I laugh and smile at this girl. "It's just what I do."
"Care to explain?" She sits down.
For some reason, I trusted this girl. I didn't want to because I don't want to make friends, but for some reason I tell her.
"My mom and I, we move around a lot. Where's the fun if I don't do something at each school? So, I change my look and personalily each time we move."
"Why don't you just be yourself?" She asks.
"I don't like that person. And what's the point when I will be moving in a couples months anway?"
"Because you could make a friend. A true friend." She smiles.
"There is no point in making friends when I'll have to leave shortly after." 
"Whatever you say, but we should hang out sometime. You seem pretty cool." Lauren smiles.
"Maybe." I smirk.
"Bye, nerd." Lauren laughs.


Note: You guys like it so far??? :)
 
What if we all looked the way we wanted?
Our 
ideal weight became reality, our worries about 
money washed away.Your love life is exactly the
way you pictured it.Do you think we’d all 
be happier?
Or would we just find new things to hate?
I have this habit of always checking my phone
Even though I know nobody will text me
"He is bad news..."
Chapter 42 (part three)
I took a deep breath. “I’m gonna start with this. I didn’t kiss Zach, I never did. I was walking down the hallway to find Everett and he grabbed me into an empty room and kissed me, till I kicked him and escaped. Vince couldn’t have changed the video to show I kissed him, cause I never did. It would be disgusting to even thinking of locking lips with a person like Zach. He’s disgusting” I started.
She rolled her eyes. “Starting with the excuse? Good job”.
“It’s not an excuse. How could I even kiss him when I like someone else?” I said.
She looked at me. “What?”
“Yes, Sienna. I like someone else. I always did, since the day I turned six” I admitted.
“Who is it?” she asked indifferently.
I gulped. “Everett”.
Her eyes widened. “Everett? Aka my brother?”
“Yes”.
“But…but…”
“It all started eleven years ago. We met and started hanging out. We were friends, good friends, throughout the whole primary school. During junior high, though, he cut communication. He was popular and I wasn’t and he said it’d be the best for both of us. I believed him. We weren’t talking for almost seven years. Till the day you showed up. He looked at me. The party I came with you to was a chance to get to know him better. We kind of…did it. We did it it, actually. And then we started talking again. That day you thought he was breathless, it was because you almost caught us making out. That other day you came to me after the party and I was constantly going to the bathroom…he was hiding inside. I’m sorry I lied to you, but I couldn’t tell you. Now I’m telling you: how could I ever kiss Zach and betray you like that when my heart belongs to Everett?” I finished my small speech.
She was completely breathless. “Oh God” she just whispered. “You and Everett…I just can’t believe it”. I noticed some small tears in her eyes.
“Don’t…”
“You never trusted me” she breathed out. “You…”
“You hated him, Sienna. I thought you did. We, both, didn’t wanna tell you” I apologized, feeling tears rolling down my cheeks.
“I can’t believe it, Evelyn! I thought we were friends! And now you came here to tell me you were f*cking with my brother for almost a month without telling me?” she shouted, crying.
“I’m sorry! I was afraid of your reaction” I cried.
“F*ck this sh*t! What else are you hiding, Evelyn?” she narrowed her eyes.
My breath hitched. “I’m…”
“Yes?”
I inhaled deeply.
“I’m pregnant”.
Her eyes widened. I haven’t seen her so shocked in my life before. That’s when I totally chickened. I stood up and looked at her. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have come here”. I stormed out of the room and started running down the stairs, crying.
Everett was leaning against the doorframe. He turned around, along with Cassidy, and looked at me. “Whoa, what happened to you? Why are you so fat all of a sudden?” he murmured, eyeing me.
“Goodbye” I said, wiping my eyes and leaving their house.
I shut the door behind me and ran to my car. I found the car keys and got into the vehicle, turning on the engine. I drove and drove until I had no idea where I was. I drove back, but it was too dark and my eyesight blurry. The stars were shining on the sky and the moon was bright.
I felt a strong bump. My body was completely numb. I didn’t know what was happening. Blood was everywhere, broken pieces of glass, something loud was smashing my eardrums.
I thought of a world full of clouds before passing out.
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The Nerd
Pro/ogue
The nerd. Something millions of teens are called daily. What if a “nerd” was really just putting up an act? What do I mean? What I mean is what if a person pretended to be a nerd? This someone is Evelyn Ridgeway. Evelyn moves from school to school. She’s been moving every few months because her mom can’t keep a steady job. With her father being gone, it’s hard to manage money around here. Evelyn has been the outsider, the jock, the prep, the cheerleader, the loser, but what she hasn’t been is the nerd. Evelyn is on her way to Alabama, it is just the beginning of spring. Evelyn wishes she could call this a new beginning, but if that was the case, she’d have a “new beginning” every few months. Evelyn and her mom arrive at Alabama, the whole ride was silent.
“Are you going to go shopping for some clothes?” My mom asks me.
“Yeah, if there’s a place nearby.” I mumble.
This is a little town. There are a few houses near me and down the road are all the local stores.
“Here take 50 dollars.” My mom holds out some money.
“Mom, I have my own money.” I tell her.
“Yes, Evey, and I don’t like that job. Thank goodness there isn’t one around here.”
“Helped you pay the bills, didn’t it?” I make my snobby remark.
“Whatver, Evelyn, take the keys. Go shopping.”
I take the keys and look at the map where my mom jotted down all the stores. I search my purse for the huge nerdy glasses I bought for my new self. I was going to be a nerd. If anyone from my new school is at the store, they need to see me as the nerd. I put my hair in pigtails and put my glasses on.
Hello Alabama.


Note: Yeah, it's short but it's also just a prologue! I'm sticking with this story. I've lost my motivation for writing, but I'm here to try again.
 
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