mxrvel

 

the way you make me feel is something I can't exactly describe, it's not easy. I feel like a different person when I'm around you, I can laugh and be myself and not care about anything else. But I know that this feeling is temporary and later I will sit alone and think about you and think about everything we could be

And I wonder if you think about me too.



 

I always wished I was pretty
I always longed to be skinny

But you didn't need me to be either of those things
To you, I was beautiful
To you, I didn't need to be skinny

Maybe that's why I miss you?
 

~

You know what?
I miss you. 

And it seems crazy because we were young and dumb
I know I wasn't in love with you
But maybe if you'd stayed I could be

Maybe I don't miss you
Maybe I miss our memories

I miss our phonecalls
I miss the time you kept ringing me back to check on me
because you said I sounded upset
Although I knew you just wanted to hear my voice

I miss telling my friends about you
Now they tell me about other guys and I smile
pretending that you are still here with me

But you're not
And you never will be again
I let you go
I'm sorry

~

He said he was scared of commitment,
yet he had tattoos all over his skin.
I guess he didn't see me as a work of art
or maybe he didn't think the pain was worth it