my_life_is_my_music
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Dont run from the past accept what happened
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HEY
I love music and dance. I'm a girl with a broken heart trying to fix it.. can you check out my other profiles 1. yourbeutiful__trustme (vent account)
2. livelaughandalwayslove (account of everything else)
and this one is for my stories. I want to be a potographer when I grow up soo if my stories aren't great I'm sorry. Well thats about it other than my names makenzie soooo
BYEE!!!!!!!!!
I love music and dance. I'm a girl with a broken heart trying to fix it.. can you check out my other profiles 1. yourbeutiful__trustme (vent account)
2. livelaughandalwayslove (account of everything else)
and this one is for my stories. I want to be a potographer when I grow up soo if my stories aren't great I'm sorry. Well thats about it other than my names makenzie soooo
BYEE!!!!!!!!!
Quotes by my_life_is_my_music
You post things about me. Do you think I wont see. Do you think I
don't know it's about me. You know it hurts me too? Do you
know seeing those things. It makes me feel worse then before. Did
you think of how it would affect me? I thought maybe just maybe I
thought you were there for me. I guess I was wrong and stupid.
HURT
chapter four
Joes point of veiw
I suddenly felt my hands being pushed away. She looked into my eyes and sighed. "I'm sorry" She muttered rolling over. I pulled her into my chest and sighed. "Don't be sorry." I said placing my chin on her shoulder. I pulled her closer to me. I knew this is where she will always belonged.
Victorias point of veiw
I waited for Joe to fall asleep before carefully pulling myself out of his arms. I walked downstairs to my bag and pulled out my headphones and phone. I looked at the clock before quickly pulling on my shoes and heading out the door. I put my headphones in and turned it to The Last Time by Taylor Swift. I looked down the street and started to run.
By the time I got back it was 2:00 am and with any luck Joe would stil be asleep. I checked my ipod and checked the song. It was Heart Still Beating by The Dirt Radicals. I took a deep breath and walked up stairs. I grabbed one of Joes shirts and shorts and headed into the bathroom. I turned on the shower and blasted my music. I stepped in and sighed letting the hot water rush over me. I sat took his sisters shampoo and ran it though my hair.
I crawled back into Joes bed and he pulled me into hos chest. "You were gone for two hours Tor." He muttered into my hair. "I was starting to get worried." Then his breathing got heavy and he fell asleep.
chapter four
Joes point of veiw
I suddenly felt my hands being pushed away. She looked into my eyes and sighed. "I'm sorry" She muttered rolling over. I pulled her into my chest and sighed. "Don't be sorry." I said placing my chin on her shoulder. I pulled her closer to me. I knew this is where she will always belonged.
Victorias point of veiw
I waited for Joe to fall asleep before carefully pulling myself out of his arms. I walked downstairs to my bag and pulled out my headphones and phone. I looked at the clock before quickly pulling on my shoes and heading out the door. I put my headphones in and turned it to The Last Time by Taylor Swift. I looked down the street and started to run.
By the time I got back it was 2:00 am and with any luck Joe would stil be asleep. I checked my ipod and checked the song. It was Heart Still Beating by The Dirt Radicals. I took a deep breath and walked up stairs. I grabbed one of Joes shirts and shorts and headed into the bathroom. I turned on the shower and blasted my music. I stepped in and sighed letting the hot water rush over me. I sat took his sisters shampoo and ran it though my hair.
I crawled back into Joes bed and he pulled me into hos chest. "You were gone for two hours Tor." He muttered into my hair. "I was starting to get worried." Then his breathing got heavy and he fell asleep.
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Twenty kids
Six adults
And the shooter
All rest in a school
Presents have been bought
Ready for the tree
Never to be open
Forever they will be kids
Innocent and sweet
No worries
No pain
So many kids gone
Never to live their full lives
They were all to young
Far to young
To die
So give your perants a hug
Tell them you love them
Dont let them go a day
Right before you leave say goodbye
Say how much you love them
When Christmas comes round
When I open my presants
Those kids
Those twenty kids
Will be on my mind
Twenty kids
Six adults
And a shooter
All lay dead in a school
Six adults
And the shooter
All rest in a school
Presents have been bought
Ready for the tree
Never to be open
Forever they will be kids
Innocent and sweet
No worries
No pain
So many kids gone
Never to live their full lives
They were all to young
Far to young
To die
So give your perants a hug
Tell them you love them
Dont let them go a day
Right before you leave say goodbye
Say how much you love them
When Christmas comes round
When I open my presants
Those kids
Those twenty kids
Will be on my mind
Twenty kids
Six adults
And a shooter
All lay dead in a school
HURT
chapter four
Lizzys point of veiw
I turned around to see Joe kiss Victoria befor letting her go to her next class. I sighed as i turned around. You're safe for now. I tought to myself.
Victorias point of view
I was walking to lunch when Lizzy stoped me. "Lizzy I need to get to lunch." I said trying to walk past her. She laughed pushing me back. "Listen to me. Joe's mine. Not yours." I shudderd. Thinking back to when I walked into his room that day. Lizzy was on top of him when Joe turned and saw me. I shook the thought out of my head. "Lizzy let me go to lunch." She laughed. "No." I looked at her. "Elizabeth. Please." I begged. For a split second I saw her come through. I saw her trying to break though her hard shell. "Don't call me that." She said looking down. "Remember we used to be best friends? I miss those days." Her sholder moved slightly as I shoved past her.
Joes point of veiw
Victoria walked up to me and Scarlet sitting heavily. I put my arms on her waist as she sank into my chest. "Do you love me?" she suddenly asked. She went tense when i didnt answer. "Joe? Do you?" I put my chin on her shoulder. "Of course." I breathed into her ear.
She walked out of the school alone and was taking her time then she looked up and saw me waiting. She ran to me and jumped into my open arms. "I've missed you." She muttered into my neck. I kissed the base of her neck up to her cheek bone. I pulled away and let her down. I opened the door for her and she climbed in. "So where are we going?" She asked looking at me with fear. Shivers went up and down my spine. "To my house." I answered shakily. She nodded.
"What's the time." She asked yawning. "Almost midnight." I replied checking my phone. "I should get home." She said getting up. I shook my head and picked her up. "No just stay here tonight." She nodded and i carried her to my room. I felt her go tense in my arms. "Its okay Tor." I said trying to get her to losen up. She shook her head. I sighed. "It's not the same room." I answered. "Or bed." She nodded as i set her down. I threw her one of my shirts and shorts. "I'll be back." She said walking to the bathroom.
"I'm not tired anymore." Victoria said rolling over to face me. I chuckled. "Same"
Victorias point of veiw
Joes hands ran up the back of my shirt as he kissed my down my neck. I tilted my head back holding back a moan as her kissed my jaw line. He slowly mad his way over to my lips. I pressed my lips against his and his hands found there way to my shorts. I put my hands on his ready to push them away, but did I really want to?
chapter four
Lizzys point of veiw
I turned around to see Joe kiss Victoria befor letting her go to her next class. I sighed as i turned around. You're safe for now. I tought to myself.
Victorias point of view
I was walking to lunch when Lizzy stoped me. "Lizzy I need to get to lunch." I said trying to walk past her. She laughed pushing me back. "Listen to me. Joe's mine. Not yours." I shudderd. Thinking back to when I walked into his room that day. Lizzy was on top of him when Joe turned and saw me. I shook the thought out of my head. "Lizzy let me go to lunch." She laughed. "No." I looked at her. "Elizabeth. Please." I begged. For a split second I saw her come through. I saw her trying to break though her hard shell. "Don't call me that." She said looking down. "Remember we used to be best friends? I miss those days." Her sholder moved slightly as I shoved past her.
Joes point of veiw
Victoria walked up to me and Scarlet sitting heavily. I put my arms on her waist as she sank into my chest. "Do you love me?" she suddenly asked. She went tense when i didnt answer. "Joe? Do you?" I put my chin on her shoulder. "Of course." I breathed into her ear.
She walked out of the school alone and was taking her time then she looked up and saw me waiting. She ran to me and jumped into my open arms. "I've missed you." She muttered into my neck. I kissed the base of her neck up to her cheek bone. I pulled away and let her down. I opened the door for her and she climbed in. "So where are we going?" She asked looking at me with fear. Shivers went up and down my spine. "To my house." I answered shakily. She nodded.
"What's the time." She asked yawning. "Almost midnight." I replied checking my phone. "I should get home." She said getting up. I shook my head and picked her up. "No just stay here tonight." She nodded and i carried her to my room. I felt her go tense in my arms. "Its okay Tor." I said trying to get her to losen up. She shook her head. I sighed. "It's not the same room." I answered. "Or bed." She nodded as i set her down. I threw her one of my shirts and shorts. "I'll be back." She said walking to the bathroom.
"I'm not tired anymore." Victoria said rolling over to face me. I chuckled. "Same"
Victorias point of veiw
Joes hands ran up the back of my shirt as he kissed my down my neck. I tilted my head back holding back a moan as her kissed my jaw line. He slowly mad his way over to my lips. I pressed my lips against his and his hands found there way to my shorts. I put my hands on his ready to push them away, but did I really want to?
So should she push him away?? I have two ways I can go so its up to you people
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HURT
chapter three
I put on a smile as my mom walked though the doorway. "Mommy." I said licking my lips. Her head snapped around. "You haven't called sense you were 4." She wisperd. "D-Dad he," I didnt want to cry to i took a deep breath."he died when the plane hit his." I looked at my mom. Her eyes glazed over and her keys and bag dropped on the floor. I dragged my hand over my eyes as my mom slowly walked forward grabbing the letter off the couch. She started to cry and walked up to her room.
"Victoria!"I heard someone yell. I rolled over and groned. "Tor, please get up." My eyes snapped open. As I loked into the most beautiful eyes ever.
Joe's point of veiw.
Her eyes shot open and her bright blue eyes turned dull. They held so much pain. "Yes?" She asked trying her hardest not to cry. I just wanted to make sure you were okay." She closed her eyes locking me out. "I'm fine." she said rolling over onto her side. I ran my hand though my hair. "I know you're still there." she said. "Do i have to leave?" I asked sitting on the corner of her bed. She pulled back the covers letting me get in. I pulled her into my chest by her waist. She went atomaticaly tense. "Please lake me back, I'm nothing without you." She tried to shake lose of my arms. "Tor." I mummbled into her ear. "Please." She turned around and looked at me her eyes softening. I leaned into to kiss her. She closed her eyes and leaned back. All of a sudden I felt her hand on my lips. "I-I can't" she mmmbled pulling away. I looked at her and pressed my lips to hers. I thought she would push away. Instead she kissed back.
Scarlets point of veiw
I went over to Victoria's to see how she was doing. I carefully walked into her room opening the door i smiled. Joe had his arms around her waist and her back was pressed onto his stomach. I smiled and walked back down stairs making breakfest. Knowing her mom left and wasnt coming home for a while.
I heard movement from her room as i set the plates on the table. "Come on guys foods ready!" I called up to them. I waited for them to get down the stairs before i pulled Tori aside.
chapter three
I put on a smile as my mom walked though the doorway. "Mommy." I said licking my lips. Her head snapped around. "You haven't called sense you were 4." She wisperd. "D-Dad he," I didnt want to cry to i took a deep breath."he died when the plane hit his." I looked at my mom. Her eyes glazed over and her keys and bag dropped on the floor. I dragged my hand over my eyes as my mom slowly walked forward grabbing the letter off the couch. She started to cry and walked up to her room.
"Victoria!"I heard someone yell. I rolled over and groned. "Tor, please get up." My eyes snapped open. As I loked into the most beautiful eyes ever.
Joe's point of veiw.
Her eyes shot open and her bright blue eyes turned dull. They held so much pain. "Yes?" She asked trying her hardest not to cry. I just wanted to make sure you were okay." She closed her eyes locking me out. "I'm fine." she said rolling over onto her side. I ran my hand though my hair. "I know you're still there." she said. "Do i have to leave?" I asked sitting on the corner of her bed. She pulled back the covers letting me get in. I pulled her into my chest by her waist. She went atomaticaly tense. "Please lake me back, I'm nothing without you." She tried to shake lose of my arms. "Tor." I mummbled into her ear. "Please." She turned around and looked at me her eyes softening. I leaned into to kiss her. She closed her eyes and leaned back. All of a sudden I felt her hand on my lips. "I-I can't" she mmmbled pulling away. I looked at her and pressed my lips to hers. I thought she would push away. Instead she kissed back.
Scarlets point of veiw
I went over to Victoria's to see how she was doing. I carefully walked into her room opening the door i smiled. Joe had his arms around her waist and her back was pressed onto his stomach. I smiled and walked back down stairs making breakfest. Knowing her mom left and wasnt coming home for a while.
I heard movement from her room as i set the plates on the table. "Come on guys foods ready!" I called up to them. I waited for them to get down the stairs before i pulled Tori aside.
Im sooo sorry I havent
posted just have slot going on.
and ill post the next chapter.
Thanks comment for a reminder <3333
and ill post the next chapter.
Thanks comment for a reminder <3333
I know the world wont end but because everyone says so im gonna
tell my crush i think i might be falling for him. I wont see him
untill after break but i dont care i think he should know
HURT
chapter two
chapter two
I was laying on my back staring at the clouds when Scarlet and Joe walked up. "Yes?" I asked not bothing to sit up. "Hey, Vitoria." "Scarlet." I slowly responded. "Hi Tori." Joe said quietly. "Victoria." I corrected. I stared into the sun until it burned my eyes. When I blinked my eyes were completely dry. I keep them closed and imagined them standing there. "I was wondering if we could start over." Scarlet said. "Scarlet, I cant do that to you. You'll be ruined." She shook her head. "I don't care I miss you."
When I walked into school tomorrow everyone was crying. I looked around confused. I looked over at Scarlet who shrugged. Then Lizzy was infrount of me. Tears in her eyes. "Didn't you hear Scarlet the army plane my dad was on blew up yesterday." I stood there and started to cry. "Why are you crying you didn't lose anyone!" She snapped. "You didnt lose your own dad!" I to the bathroom and locked the door behind me. "Tor, let me in." Scarlet called. I slowly made my way to the door and unlocked it. Scarlet slowly walked in and closed the door behind her. She wrapped her arms around me. "Maybe he wasn't with Lizzy's dad." I offered. I shook my head. "I dont have a dad anymore." I choked out. She held me tighter as I cried into her shoulder. We stayed like for a few moments before she let go. "Let's go home. Kay?" I nodded and left the bathroom.
"Ha. As if." She looked at me "He told me." she said completely serious. I turned my attention back to the t.v "Don't say that." As I said that someone knocked on the door. The sargent handed me a letter. "I'm sorry he didn't make it." I colapsed in tears right in frount of him.
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HURT
chapter one
chapter one
I quickly walked down the hall trying not to
get noticed. Then I quickly shoved into the lockers. I held my
books to my chest. As everyone snicked behind me. I ran to the
bathrooms. Pain slowly took over. I sat on the cold tiled floor
and sobed. Then all the popular girls walked in. One of who used
to be my bestfriend. She looked at me and frowned. "I'm
sorry." She mouthed. I qickly grabbed my books and stood up.
No one saw me, but Scarlet. Not yet at least. I took a step
towards the door when they turned around. Lizzy smaked her lips.
"Who do we have here?" she asked taking a step as her
heels clicked against the floor. I looked at her feet and remand
silent. She grabed my cheeks her long nails digging into my skin.
"I asked you a question." she said with comand hinting
in her voice. "Liz-" she snapped her head at Scarlet.
"What?" She snapped dropping my cheeks. I looked at
Scarlet and saw a look in her eyes I've seen many times. The
look to run. I picked up my bag and ran out of the bathroom and
to my locker.
As I was walking out of my class I saw Lizzy stand on her toes and kissed Trent.I rolled mine and walked to my locker. I grabbed the books I needed and walked to the stairs. As I was heading down Lizzy pinned me to the wall. "Hands off my man. And never talk Scarlet into tricking me again." she wisperd devioulsly into my ear. She pushed me against the wall with more force and let. I looked down the stairs where Lizzy just walk down. I took a deep breath and slowly walked down the stairs.
"Hey! Wait up." someone called behind me. I turned around and saw Joe running towards me. "What do you want?" I asked quickng my pace. "I just wanted to talk." he said matching mine. "Why? So you can make a bigger fool of me?" I snapped. "No. So I could talk to you." I stop walking and faced him. "Now why would I talk to someone who broke my heart hum?" I asked. Trying to mask the vulnerability in my voice. He brought his hand to my face. "I know I'm sorry." I blinked away my tears and laughed. "You never even loved me." I took his hand and threw it off my face. "You made a fool of me. Its not so easy to forgive and forget." I turned my back to him and left him standing there.
Hey so let me know what you think <3 if you like it tell me thanks 1 fave
(i know thats low but i dont have alot of hope)
and ill post the next chapter.
Thanks comment for a reminder <3333
As I was walking out of my class I saw Lizzy stand on her toes and kissed Trent.I rolled mine and walked to my locker. I grabbed the books I needed and walked to the stairs. As I was heading down Lizzy pinned me to the wall. "Hands off my man. And never talk Scarlet into tricking me again." she wisperd devioulsly into my ear. She pushed me against the wall with more force and let. I looked down the stairs where Lizzy just walk down. I took a deep breath and slowly walked down the stairs.
"Hey! Wait up." someone called behind me. I turned around and saw Joe running towards me. "What do you want?" I asked quickng my pace. "I just wanted to talk." he said matching mine. "Why? So you can make a bigger fool of me?" I snapped. "No. So I could talk to you." I stop walking and faced him. "Now why would I talk to someone who broke my heart hum?" I asked. Trying to mask the vulnerability in my voice. He brought his hand to my face. "I know I'm sorry." I blinked away my tears and laughed. "You never even loved me." I took his hand and threw it off my face. "You made a fool of me. Its not so easy to forgive and forget." I turned my back to him and left him standing there.
Hey so let me know what you think <3 if you like it tell me thanks 1 fave
(i know thats low but i dont have alot of hope)
and ill post the next chapter.
Thanks comment for a reminder <3333
I caught my dad
smoking again... He quit years ago for me and my sister thanks for
the update about how much we mean to you dad