mybeautifulrescue

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Joined: September 28, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 221930
Gender: F
Hey y'all! My name is Peyton and I am currently 17 years old and living in North Carolina. I'm a senior in high school and I have the most amazing friends. I'm a total country girl, I have horses and everything. I had a couple of other witty accounts, but will be writing mostly on this one from now on. I hope you like my quotes and talk to me if you ever need anything, I'd love to help you girls out if I can.

Quotes by mybeautifulrescue

this is me giving up. i tried and i failed, simple as that. im not going to say i regret it, because i dont. it was amazing and i can honestly say that i will always love you. i mean you were my first after all. i just dont think that its enough anymore. im not good enough to be your girlfriend but im good enough to be a friend with benefits? maybe im no better than that but i personally cant handle it emotionally anymore. now i need to find the courage to tell you what ive wanted to say for a long time now. im done. i want a relationship and you dont and thats fine, it really is. but this is just too complicated of a situation for me to continue with. and maybe we will never be able to be friends again and i know that it will break my heart every day. and i know that if you kiss another girl it'll hurt even more and ill doubt myself and maybe come crawling back but just maybe ill be happy. maybe ill find someone who really cares about me and is willing to take a chance on me. maybe they'll give me everything i've ever wanted. maybe it'll be worth it. i've loved you for a long time now and these feelings don't just go away overnight. but im starting to think that love isnt enough to keep me around anymore. you treat me like dirt and i still can't keep myself from reaching out for more. i wish you could see how much you hurt me. how much my heart has shattered because of you. but you don't and you won't. because i wont tell you and you wont look. ive been too strong for too long, and when you start to get in the way of my well-being something has to change. i dont want to turn to cutting again but i know myself well enough to know that if this continues i will. it may not end to day or this week or the next week. but it needs to end.

total vent,
please don't judge.





What do I say? What do I do?
To show you all the ways
my heart is slowly shattering for you.

 

 





you were searching for
one grain of sand

along an endless beach
as I was building you a castle
that you just refused to see.


 

 





I would rather learn what it feels like
TO BURN,

than feel nothing at all.




 

you will always mean more to me than anyone else.




I love you, but I'll leave you.
I don't want you, but I need you. 





 





You're a love, I'm a runner
and we go round & round.





 





You aint ever gonna change.




 





Just know that wherever you are,
I miss you.





 



I thought we could do this,
I really did.

I gave you everything I possibly could
and when I got nothing in return
I just kept giving.
I'm a stupid, stupid girl.

You continue to treat me like dirt
and I look at you like you're a superhero.
I thought we could do this,
but I guess I thought wrong.
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